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That's it. I don't even know what to say in this thread, I just feel like shit.
I can't cope with that shit anymore. Everyday a new rejection. Everyday being mogged. Everyday being the same useless piece of shit. And knowing that things are only getting worse from now on doesn't help either.
For god sake, I've tried. I try so damn hard but no matter how much I do, it never pays off. And I know why it doesn't, and there's nothing I can do about it. It's not up to me. There's no cope for this shit.
How am I supposed to live this shitty life? How long should I keep going when things clearly ain't getting no better? No matter where I go, I'm always reminded of how over things are. Whenever I go I get negative reinforcement from life.
I should just accept it's over and try to live this way, but can I? Deep down in my heart I don't really want to, because and I know that this is the only chance I'll ever have to overcome this, even though I may never had a real chance to begin with... Damn I just don't know what I'm saying anymore.
I'm just so tired of being ghosted, ignored, treated like disposable, useless garbage by women. How am I supposed to go outside and pretend to be a normal fucking human being when I'm living in fucking hell, in a damn clown world. I'm getting sick at this point, life already sucks by itself, no one should be treated this way.
anyway, sorry guys for the rant
I can't cope with that shit anymore. Everyday a new rejection. Everyday being mogged. Everyday being the same useless piece of shit. And knowing that things are only getting worse from now on doesn't help either.
For god sake, I've tried. I try so damn hard but no matter how much I do, it never pays off. And I know why it doesn't, and there's nothing I can do about it. It's not up to me. There's no cope for this shit.
How am I supposed to live this shitty life? How long should I keep going when things clearly ain't getting no better? No matter where I go, I'm always reminded of how over things are. Whenever I go I get negative reinforcement from life.
I should just accept it's over and try to live this way, but can I? Deep down in my heart I don't really want to, because and I know that this is the only chance I'll ever have to overcome this, even though I may never had a real chance to begin with... Damn I just don't know what I'm saying anymore.
I'm just so tired of being ghosted, ignored, treated like disposable, useless garbage by women. How am I supposed to go outside and pretend to be a normal fucking human being when I'm living in fucking hell, in a damn clown world. I'm getting sick at this point, life already sucks by itself, no one should be treated this way.
anyway, sorry guys for the rant