Blackpill I’m so aware of my autism it’s crazy

[luninyt]

I’m aware when I sound utterly stupid and I’m aware when someone dislikes me, it’s honestly crazy I know these subtle signals but I can’t do Jack shit about this shit fuckkkk man why is it like that?

Like after a conversation I can see just by how they turn back and I see their face of disgust or after they leave I hear under their breath they say some rude shit about me because I’m autistic af

And I have to think a few secs before typing in the replies, that’s why my replies probably feel off or I barely respond because I gotta think of what to say sometimes depending on the situation

That’s why I fucking hate god because he let everyone who treat me like shit have relationships and grow taller than me, it’s so damn brutal man it’s like that nigga wants me to kill myself

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Why contain it
Autism + bad looks = death sentence there is no recovery from this

 

[Brainy]

"The universe is god and the natural law is his will."

- @Shark, 2026

 

[luninyt]

Why contain it
Autism + bad looks = death sentence there is no recovery from this

It’s the fear of no one liking me tbh

I’ve masked for so long but it feels useless, like I’m still alone

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

It’s the fear of no one liking me tbh

I’ve masked for so long but it feels useless, like I’m still alone

You forgot to hide your ugliness

 

[luninyt]

You forgot to hide your ugliness

True dat

 

[HTCcel]

It would probably be the worst thing to be accused of lacking self-awareness.

Water but having autism creates a horn effect. If you're ugly, it's 10x worse.

 

[luninyt]

It would probably be the worst thing to be accused of lacking self-awareness.

Water but having autism creates a horn effect. If you're ugly, it's 10x worse.

Yep it’s the lonely disease, they only survived because they bring advantage to groups cause of their hyper focus, but that’s about it

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Yeah, it’s much more painful this way.

 

[70Iqcel]

I can't even do simple tasks to the point where other autistics don't even like me

 

[luninyt]

I can't even do simple tasks to the point where other autistics don't even like me

Other autistic people Don’t like me too

It’s actually brutal

 

[Xul]

Get electroshock therapy, zaps the tism right outta ya.

 

[Hetra]

Same

 

[TheSlavicCel]

I’m aware when I sound utterly stupid and I’m aware when someone dislikes me, it’s honestly crazy I know these subtle signals but I can’t do Jack shit about this shit fuckkkk man why is it like that?

Like after a conversation I can see just by how they turn back and I see their face of disgust or after they leave I hear under their breath they say some rude shit about me because I’m autistic af

And I have to think a few secs before typing in the replies, that’s why my replies probably feel off or I barely respond because I gotta think of what to say sometimes depending on the situation

That’s why I fucking hate god because he let everyone who treat me like shit have relationships and grow taller than me, it’s so damn brutal man it’s like that nigga wants me to kill myself

Same

 

[xoxo_404]

 

[xoxo_404]

 

[Pikacel]

It’s easy to tell though autists stick out for a reason

 

[rapetorturekill]

And I have to think a few secs before typing in the replies, that’s why my replies probably feel off or I barely respond because I gotta think of what to say sometimes depending on the situation

Same. That’s why I say nothing at all, in real life i just stay silent instead if even trying to reply.

 

[nihilum]

neurodivergence and development disorders are death sentence.