SuicideFuel I'm slowly choking on the agepill

[Lewis Carroll]

25 is the absolute event horizon, nothing good can some after that. Even if I would get showered in all the goods the world has to offer, the last decade has clawed scars into my soul, that I will never be able to distract myself from. I have a perpetual awareness of this emptiness inside me, from the moment I wake up, to the moment I fall asleep. The whole day, my inner voice reminds me, that my life is over and there is no way, to turn things around. When you are over 20 and failed, you didn't only fail those years you already lived, but you failed your whole live, before it even begun.
The only thing, thats left for me to do, is roping, but I'm a coward. I will be a 50yo guy, living in some ghetto apartement, killing his last braincels with alcohol and obsessively thing about all the things that could have been, being stuck in the time, where I missed out on life. And there is nothing I could do about it, nothing I could do, to go back and even if, nothing would change, since my failed life was predestined.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

I will be a 50yo guy,

I don't think it's possible for me to reach this age as incel.

 

[Lewis Carroll]

I don't think it's possible for me to reach this age as incel.

Roping is cope, most are to cowardly

 

[Lux]

there is no catharsis

 

[Deleted member 12355]

Many men and sad shit.

 

[Mystic]

Me too man

 

[Doctor_Bootleg_404_]

there is no catharsis

My punishment continues to elude me, and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself.

 

[seija]

The agepill will hit me one day.

 

[Lux]

My punishment continues to elude me, and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself

No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing

 

[Vermilioncore]

The end is near and age is settling in

 

[Lewis Carroll]

The end is near and age is settling in

What do I know about time besides the span of my 25 years? It might be aswell an eternity of suffering lying in front of my, true hell on earth.

 

[Deleted member 10150]

cope > rope

 

[NoCopeNoHope]

Hold out for AI. Its what is keeping me alive right now.

 

[Deleted member 19756]

I say we have another good 5 years, then it's over.

 

[Lewis Carroll]

cope > rope

NOTHING WORKS ANYMORE... NOTHING!!!
I have nothing left, the thoughts are in my mind from the minute I wake up until the pills knock me out in the evening.

I say we have another good 5 years, then it's over.

Yeah sure, I'm expecting to be good looking it around 2 years tops.

Hold out for AI. Its what is keeping me alive right now.

I want to get my mind wiped and put into a VR world like SoA, because with my current mind, I couldn't even enjoy the most refined AI, hell I couldn't even enjoy the real thing.

 

[Deleted member 10150]

NOTHING WORKS ANYMORE... NOTHING!!!
I have nothing left, the thoughts are in my mind from the minute I wake up until the pills knock me out in the evening.

if endure this curent phase in live you will start to cope again ,when stop wanting and hoping you start coping

 

[FlamingCel]

I just experienced my first grey hair

 

[Lewis Carroll]

if endure this curent phase in live you will start to cope again ,when stop wanting and hoping you start coping

I will never stop wanting to die, I will never stop wanting what everyone else has, I will never feel happiness

 

[zangano1]

Yes, I'm 22 already my time is running out, of I havent rope when I reach 25 I'll rope

 

[Deleted member 10150]

I will never stop wanting to die, I will never stop wanting what everyone else has, I will never feel happiness

yes,but imo you will die inside and cope

its hard road boio no sure you will endure . i cant imagine another decade like this tbh

 

[Lewis Carroll]

Yes, I'm 22 already my time is running out, of I havent rope when I reach 25 I'll rope

It's over

 

[thebuddhacel]

25 is the absolute event horizon

Me in this year

 

[Lewis Carroll]

Me in this year

It's over

 

[needsolution]

agepill is touching me too, even if im 18 i miss childhood

 

[FinnCel]

Same age as op

 

[Lewis Carroll]

agepill is touching me too, even if im 18 i miss childhood

It's not over bc age, it's over bc you are already in incel forums

Same age as op

Rope when?

 

[needsolution]

It's not over bc age, it's over bc you are already in incel forums

Rope when?

its over since im disabled

 

[Deleted member 16455]

It's not over bc age, it's over bc you are already in incel forums

 

[happiless]

The only thing, thats left for me to do, is roping, but I'm a coward. I will be a 50yo guy, living in some ghetto apartement, killing his last braincels with alcohol and obsessively thing about all the things that could have been, being stuck in the time, where I missed out on life. And there is nothing I could do about it, nothing I could do, to go back and even if, nothing would change, since my failed life was predestined.

Same. I've gotten a taste of wagecucking too and it's horrible as an incel, + some autism to prevent me from making work friends. There's no way I'll be able to wageslave for decades like a normie so I'll likely start doing drugs and become a drug addict. Preferably at an age when I'm too old for prison ass rape in case I get caught. A heroin OD would be nice

 

[Lewis Carroll]

its over since im disabled

It never begun. If you were a foid you would have 1mil follower on YouTube and Instagram