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SoberCel
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I was walking alone in a park yesterday, just doing the usual night walk session when I do when I feel like shit.
I went past some benches and then I saw two of my friends sitting alone drinking beer, they started waving at me and calling me to come over.
It was a foid friend that I've had a crush on and rejected before and a male friend that i haven't seen in a long time.
Now, he always has intentions of fucking every girl he meets and he always gets what he wants.
He's that type of dude that acts playful and then gets the poon.
As for the foid, I met her outside while i was going out to buy some clothes 2 weeks ago, she told me that she started texting him and that she planned on hanging out with him. Me knowing she also has motives.
Anyway, I came up to them and they were really touchy, hugging each other and kissing others on the cheek, acting really playful and innocent.
She was drunk and she was all over him. As they were playing i was sitting on a bench next to them. Just feeling awkward and me not being able to get a gf it really stung a bit but I ignored it. When it was time to go home, she wanted him to follow her to the nearest bus stop.
As we were walking to the bus stop they were holding hands all the way as i was behind them the whole time, seeing them being so joyful and happy in that moment of flirtatious manner really started pissing me off. Then I went walked off onto some other street to avoid the situation.
I hid behind some wall and started spying on them. They wondered where I went, after the confusion, they sat down and held hands the entire time while he was cracking jokes as she laughed the entire time.
As I witnessed it I went home feeling like a fucking loser.
I felt as my heart sank, I cannot describe the anger and envy that went through me.
Even tho I missed out on teenage love I really can't cope with it, trying to not be angry at people that have a better love life is difficult.
I went past some benches and then I saw two of my friends sitting alone drinking beer, they started waving at me and calling me to come over.
It was a foid friend that I've had a crush on and rejected before and a male friend that i haven't seen in a long time.
Now, he always has intentions of fucking every girl he meets and he always gets what he wants.
He's that type of dude that acts playful and then gets the poon.
As for the foid, I met her outside while i was going out to buy some clothes 2 weeks ago, she told me that she started texting him and that she planned on hanging out with him. Me knowing she also has motives.
Anyway, I came up to them and they were really touchy, hugging each other and kissing others on the cheek, acting really playful and innocent.
She was drunk and she was all over him. As they were playing i was sitting on a bench next to them. Just feeling awkward and me not being able to get a gf it really stung a bit but I ignored it. When it was time to go home, she wanted him to follow her to the nearest bus stop.
As we were walking to the bus stop they were holding hands all the way as i was behind them the whole time, seeing them being so joyful and happy in that moment of flirtatious manner really started pissing me off. Then I went walked off onto some other street to avoid the situation.
I hid behind some wall and started spying on them. They wondered where I went, after the confusion, they sat down and held hands the entire time while he was cracking jokes as she laughed the entire time.
As I witnessed it I went home feeling like a fucking loser.
I felt as my heart sank, I cannot describe the anger and envy that went through me.
Even tho I missed out on teenage love I really can't cope with it, trying to not be angry at people that have a better love life is difficult.