metabuxx
Infernal Archon
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Every single one of my relative and family member gaslights me into believing that I look handsome. Its makes me so fucking angry.
Why can't my mother just tell me that I'm the most ugliest creature she has ever seen and she wishes I were dead instead of living in her house. Why can't my sister just accept that she and all her friends hate to look at my hideous face and I embarrass her in front of them. Why can't my father just confess that I'm last person in the world who he wanted to raise and he wishes he would have used protection instead of having me. Why do my relatives keep asking me why I don't have a girlfriend despite being so handsome.
They are all fucking lying to my face. Why can't they just tell me the truth? I've accepted the fact that I have the most disgusting subhuman face that is better off dead than to show it to foids and hurt their delicate eyes. I swear every foid who would have ever looked at me, went home, gouged their eyes out and got a pair attached. Just tell me the fucking truth, at least it will give me some incentive to rope myself instead of living this pathetic life full of lies.
Every time I look at myself in the mirror I just want to peel my face off, tear it into two and then again and again till I have a handful of dead skin confetti dripping with blood. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE.
Why can't my mother just tell me that I'm the most ugliest creature she has ever seen and she wishes I were dead instead of living in her house. Why can't my sister just accept that she and all her friends hate to look at my hideous face and I embarrass her in front of them. Why can't my father just confess that I'm last person in the world who he wanted to raise and he wishes he would have used protection instead of having me. Why do my relatives keep asking me why I don't have a girlfriend despite being so handsome.
They are all fucking lying to my face. Why can't they just tell me the truth? I've accepted the fact that I have the most disgusting subhuman face that is better off dead than to show it to foids and hurt their delicate eyes. I swear every foid who would have ever looked at me, went home, gouged their eyes out and got a pair attached. Just tell me the fucking truth, at least it will give me some incentive to rope myself instead of living this pathetic life full of lies.
Every time I look at myself in the mirror I just want to peel my face off, tear it into two and then again and again till I have a handful of dead skin confetti dripping with blood. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE.