escorts have a high STD rate and many won't be with virgins. i don't think that i can feel safe faking experience with an experienced woman i date. many people won't be with a virgin and it's hard to fake experience. i will last too fast and it's probably gonna be overstimulating and physically unpleasant. even the orgasms from masturbation while high are not as extreme as the physical feeling from even sober condom sex before the climax. It's gonna be really scary and i'm already afraid of using fleshlights. because of how overstimulating sex would be on my penis, tight vaginas seem really scary to me. maybe i'm better off with a loose vagina to have sex with?
i'm become so accustomed to masturbating in my bed that it can be hard to become erect while standing sometimes. most guys can have erections while standing without even jerking themselves off. my 10 year old self could get a boner while standing without even masturbating. nowadays, it's easiest for me to become erect while on my bed. i guess the only sex position that will work is strictly cowgirl for me.
sex is going to be extremely scary to deal with. i already have a fear of saliva or kissing someone. intimacy has become a horrifying thing to think of for me. i can't think of anything scarier than sex other than a greenout on marijuana.
i'm become so accustomed to masturbating in my bed that it can be hard to become erect while standing sometimes. most guys can have erections while standing without even jerking themselves off. my 10 year old self could get a boner while standing without even masturbating. nowadays, it's easiest for me to become erect while on my bed. i guess the only sex position that will work is strictly cowgirl for me.
sex is going to be extremely scary to deal with. i already have a fear of saliva or kissing someone. intimacy has become a horrifying thing to think of for me. i can't think of anything scarier than sex other than a greenout on marijuana.
