Brutal I'm reliving the past, man

[bigantennaemay1]

I think I got maybe a little too high, and I just had so many of my miserable, dark, unhappy, lonely childhood memories flash right through my head, all in quick succession. It ripped through my brain so hard I lost grip on reality. I had to fight for it back, all the while I'm reliving my horrible childhood memories through the most HD, realistic VR experience. I hate my life. Why was I such an unhappy child? Why did nobody help me?

 

[HiddenUzer.Belgrade]

Same

 

[Reclusemaxxer]

You knew it was over on a subconscious level that’s why you were miserable as a child

 

[bigantennaemay1]

You knew it was over on a subconscious level that’s why you were miserable as a child

I do remember this. I had a lot of time to think as a child, on account of being a socially exiled loser who had no friends, and therefore, all the time in the world to waste. And I considered many times the idea that maybe I was faulty, and it could never be fixed. But I always buried it again, because I didn't want to face it, I didn't want to face the fact that I was a goner. Done for. I was born wrong. And it has haunted me since my earliest memories.

 

[ugly_genius]

You knew it was over on a subconscious level that’s why you were miserable as a child

deep bro

Could actually be true for quite a few of us

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

I do remember this. I had a lot of time to think as a child, on account of being a socially exiled loser who had no friends, and therefore, all the time in the world to waste. And I considered many times the idea that maybe I was faulty, and it could never be fixed. But I always buried it again, because I didn't want to face it, I didn't want to face the fact that I was a goner. Done for. I was born wrong. And it has haunted me since my earliest memories.

At 6 years old, I genuinely thought this world is fake and my real parents are waiting for me to wake up.
At 12 years old, I knew I was going to lead a solitary life and from that age I oscillated between depression (the real kind) and "normalcy".

 

[Cuckoja]

Why did nobody help me?

Because nobody cares. I'm sorry OP.

 

[bigantennaemay1]

At 12 years old, I knew I was going to lead a solitary life and from that age I oscillated between depression (the real kind) and "normalcy".

That realization set in me at around the same time.

 

[bigantennaemay1]

Because nobody cares. I'm sorry OP.

I know. I was just baked, so everything I understood about the black pill became gobbledegook.

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

That realization set in me at around the same time.

Then we are the same

 

[bigantennaemay1]

Then we are the soulmates View attachment 642956

That's gay, bro.

 

[I.N.C.E.L.S. Boss]

That's gay, bro.

ok, i edited. Thought soulmates meant we think alike.

 

[bigantennaemay1]

Thought soulmates meant we think alike.

No way. Soulmates means two people are meant for each other. It's a blue pill romance idea, that does not hold up to scrutiny.

 

[Justdone]

Don’t look in the mirror and your acne goes away

Don’t think about the past and the past goes away

Is this Cope?

 

[bigantennaemay1]

Don’t look in the mirror and your acne goes away

Don’t think about the past and the past goes away

Is this Cope?

Yes, this is cope.