Venting I'm really insecure about missing out on the "college experience".

[UserHussein]

I've been going through a depression recently, over reflecting of all the experiences I missed out on.

I went to a Community College for three years, it was only supposed to take two years but I messed up, got poor grades, had to drop and retake courses and I finished in three years. After that, my Community College grades just were never good, and the only school that accepted me was the one I dreaded most at having to go.
This school that I'm currently in is notorious for not having a party and social scene.
I looked on Instagram, before I deleted my account, and I see people who in the past two years while I was in the Community College, really living it up. They are going to parties, studying abroad, dating, and all that stuff.
College is supposed to be when you really explore yourself, other people, and have the 'best four years of you life', and the 'college experience'. But because I go to a University which is notorious for not having any parties or social scene, I will probably never be able to do any of that. I actually do have friends, female friends even, who sort of hinted at all the hooking up and partying, drinking and drugs they were doing at school (completely different schools). One of theme even studied abroad in Paris where she went to nightclubs and even f****ed one of her male study abroad mates.

Also, not all of my Community College credits transferred through, so including this semester, I'll graduate within three years instead of two like I was hoping.

I will never know what it is like to be a young, stupid, and free person having the time of his life. I missed out on teen love, and now I'm missing out on the college experience. Within three years, I'll be a miserable wagie dragging himself to the office just like how I miserably drag myself to the classroom. I'll never know what it's like to have a group of my friends walk through a college town or a street in Paris and have fun at clubs. That's it, I missed out.

Even if I do get a girlfriend after graduating, firstly, she has been through 30+ chad/fratboy dicks. Secondly, she would no longer be a young and careless free person. After college, people are all formal stiffs who don't live the young person life anymore. They've gone through it and are over it, and are too mature to live like that anymore.

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[Copexodius Maximus]

So essentially you’ll end up where all the wizards have before you. I’m sorry

 

[PLA1092]

Muzzie shitskins don't have a college experience, it's endless studycelling and rotting until you graduate just to wageslave. Best to just accept it and not cope any longer, the most you can do is make some fellow deathnic/STEMcel friends.

 

[Moloch666]

How did you miss it when It was never going to happen? "insecure" is something a fag would say.

 

[Ap0calypse]

Uni broke me.
it wouldve broken you too.

 

[TBIcel]

I am almost 30 now and still a KHHV

 

[Lonelyus]

I've been going through a depression recently, over reflecting of all the experiences I missed out on.

I went to a Community College for three years, it was only supposed to take two years but I messed up, got poor grades, had to drop and retake courses and I finished in three years. After that, my Community College grades just were never good, and the only school that accepted me was the one I dreaded most at having to go.
This school that I'm currently in is notorious for not having a party and social scene.
I looked on Instagram, before I deleted my account, and I see people who in the past two years while I was in the Community College, really living it up. They are going to parties, studying abroad, dating, and all that stuff.
College is supposed to be when you really explore yourself, other people, and have the 'best four years of you life', and the 'college experience'. But because I go to a University which is notorious for not having any parties or social scene, I will probably never be able to do any of that. I actually do have friends, female friends even, who sort of hinted at all the hooking up and partying, drinking and drugs they were doing at school (completely different schools). One of theme even studied abroad in Paris where she went to nightclubs and even f****ed one of her male study abroad mates.

Also, not all of my Community College credits transferred through, so including this semester, I'll graduate within three years instead of two like I was hoping.

I will never know what it is like to be a young, stupid, and free person having the time of his life. I missed out on teen love, and now I'm missing out on the college experience. Within three years, I'll be a miserable wagie dragging himself to the office just like how I miserably drag myself to the classroom. I'll never know what it's like to have a group of my friends walk through a college town or a street in Paris and have fun at clubs. That's it, I missed out.

Even if I do get a girlfriend after graduating, firstly, she has been through 30+ chad/fratboy dicks. Secondly, she would no longer be a young and careless free person. After college, people are all formal stiffs who don't live the young person life anymore. They've gone through it and are over it, and are too mature to live like that anymore.

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Your not missing out, I finished it because i was forced by parents and my head was almost exploding from anxiety at the start of the year, At the end i had tears because its been so horrible for a trucel like me!

 

[Zhou Chang-Xing]

Muzzie shitskins don't have a college experience, it's endless studycelling and rotting until you graduate just to wageslave. Best to just accept it and not cope any longer, the most you can do is make some fellow deathnic/STEMcel friends.

Even most White guys don't have that experience, most men (and even toilets) I talked to about their university experience told me that it was a lot of work and limited socialising. Only a handful of Chad's actually get the good life.

 

[UserHussein]

Your not missing out, I finished it because i was forced by parents and my head was almost exploding from anxiety at the start of the year, At the end i had tears because its been so horrible for a trucel like me!

The fact that my Community College credits didn't transfer all the way makes me feel even worse. I was hoping for only two more years, but NO, it's three more years.

 

[Zhou Chang-Xing]

Even most White guys don't have that experience, most men (and even toilets) I talked to about their university experience told me that it was a lot of work and limited socialising. Only a handful of Chad's actually get the good life.

Obviously, the apex fallacy plays so people think that all college students live the amazing party life.

 

[Lonelyus]

The fact that my Community College credits didn't transfer all the way makes me feel even worse. I was hoping for only two more years, but NO, it's three more years.

3 more years of exploding head then

 

[PLA1092]

Even most White guys don't have that experience, most men (and even toilets) I talked to about their university experience told me that it was a lot of work and limited socialising. Only a handful of Chad's actually get the good life.

That sounds like a cope ngl. What does "limited" mean to white MTN+?

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

If you're an inkwell, you probably wouldn't get the 'college experience' anyway

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Being so close yet so far from this is so frustrating

At least this is the kind of experience that truly shows you the brutality of life, and where you can really assist to blackpill-fuel things.

 

[TheIncelPill]

Don't worry
It gets worse.

 

[UserHussein]

My desires to kill myself only increase with every passing day, the suffering is unbearable. No matter how hard I try, I can never seem to achieve the academic success that I so desire. I can't take this anymore. I try so hard and yet the straight A asian who's younger than me will always out do me. I feel so inferior, people are younger than me and yet solving more more complex mathematical problems, and I am yet to complete Calculus 1. No matter where I turn or how hard I try, I hit my head against the wall of failure. I'm a total burden, my parents shill so much money for me in my education and the only thing I can every brought was mediocre results. It would be better for them and myself if I just killed myself, because I can't take this anymore, and no one wants to help me. They make scheduling a mental health councillor such a strange process at this school, it's not clear or direct at all. I tried texting a friend about my struggles, and she demanded that I stop messaging her and then blocked my number. That's the reality as you get older, especially as a man, people just expect you to solve these issues on your own and show no compassion.

The suffering is unbearable. I tied a belt noose over my neck and tried to strangle myself just yesterday, I quit half way through due to the pain but I still have the red marks. I had school so much, it was the burden of my life ever since I was a child, and now my inability to find a romantic partner has only made it more unbearable. There is also the comparison, just knowing that my woman childhood friend is probably on her 20th boyfriend despite being a year younger than me. Knowing that there is someone younger than me who's set to graduate in mathematics much earlier then I will. No matter how hard I try, I'm behind.

I break down crying every day here, and I can't take it anymore. The loneliness, sexual frustration, and academic frustration is too much to bear and no one wants to help me, or even listen to me.

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

My desires to kill myself only increase with every passing day, the suffering is unbearable. No matter how hard I try, I can never seem to achieve the academic success that I so desire. I can't take this anymore. I try so hard and yet the straight A asian who's younger than me will always out do me. I feel so inferior, people are younger than me and yet solving more more complex mathematical problems, and I am yet to complete Calculus 1. No matter where I turn or how hard I try, I hit my head against the wall of failure. I'm a total burden, my parents shill so much money for me in my education and the only thing I can every brought was mediocre results. It would be better for them and myself if I just killed myself, because I can't take this anymore, and no one wants to help me. They make scheduling a mental health councillor such a strange process at this school, it's not clear or direct at all. I tried texting a friend about my struggles, and she demanded that I stop messaging her and then blocked my number. That's the reality as you get older, especially as a man, people just expect you to solve these issues on your own and show no compassion.

The suffering is unbearable. I tied a belt noose over my neck and tried to strangle myself just yesterday, I quit half way through due to the pain but I still have the red marks. I had school so much, it was the burden of my life ever since I was a child, and now my inability to find a romantic partner has only made it more unbearable. There is also the comparison, just knowing that my woman childhood friend is probably on her 20th boyfriend despite being a year younger than me. Knowing that there is someone younger than me who's set to graduate in mathematics much earlier then I will. No matter how hard I try, I'm behind.

I break down crying every day here, and I can't take it anymore. The loneliness, sexual frustration, and academic frustration is too much to bear and no one wants to help me, or even listen to me.

Your academic results are probably mostly a consequence of your genetic potential. Maybe consider doing a professional IQ test and looking both for the overall as well as the subscores. You might already be achieving the best you can with what you have been given. Direct comparison will make you look bad because they don't take into account that you and the people you are competing with didn't develope from identical starting conditions.

If you finish your degree right now, you will probably sooner or later earn enough cash to afford regular visits to escorts and to indulge in w/e copes you find the most enjoyable in your free time. You might also be able to save some money in case sexbots or similarly desirable technology becomes available in the near future. In my sig you can read why I think killing yourself now risks missing out on the aftermath of a tech-singularity.

Even if you end up failing your degree, you probably still have options available to moneymax in the long run.

I can strongly relate to a state of complete emotional exhaustion and despair you seem to be experiencing. But from an outsiders perspective it looks clear to me that killing yourself is neither your only nor your best option.

 

[incelsexaddict]

If you're an incel you obviously missed out on high school life. And if you missed out on high school life that in turn means you will miss out on college life as you lack the formative memories and maturity every single one of your peers has forever marking you as an outsider.

TLDR: If you missed out on teen love your life is ovER.

 

[Hasdrubaal]

The loneliness, sexual frustration, and academic frustration is too much to bear

Can't really help you with the first two cause if I had any solutions I wouldn't be here lmao
As for your academic shortcomings: if studymaxxing in college isn't your thing, have you tried getting into a trade or a manual craft of some sorts? Perhaps become a welder's apprentice, an electrician, a plumber etc. I don't know the exact criteria/certifications required in your country but you could give it a shot. Of course I'm not shilling for the "just learn to weld 8)" meme but I think you can get into a trade since memorizing/solving shit isn't your strong suit.

Also, your girl "friends" aren't your friends.

Best of luck.

Also nice Maan flag lmao

 

[Namtriz912]

No college experience for you inkwell

 

[turbosperg]

I've been going through a depression recently, over reflecting of all the experiences I missed out on.

I went to a Community College for three years, it was only supposed to take two years but I messed up, got poor grades, had to drop and retake courses and I finished in three years. After that, my Community College grades just were never good, and the only school that accepted me was the one I dreaded most at having to go.
This school that I'm currently in is notorious for not having a party and social scene.
I looked on Instagram, before I deleted my account, and I see people who in the past two years while I was in the Community College, really living it up. They are going to parties, studying abroad, dating, and all that stuff.
College is supposed to be when you really explore yourself, other people, and have the 'best four years of you life', and the 'college experience'. But because I go to a University which is notorious for not having any parties or social scene, I will probably never be able to do any of that. I actually do have friends, female friends even, who sort of hinted at all the hooking up and partying, drinking and drugs they were doing at school (completely different schools). One of theme even studied abroad in Paris where she went to nightclubs and even f****ed one of her male study abroad mates.

Also, not all of my Community College credits transferred through, so including this semester, I'll graduate within three years instead of two like I was hoping.

I will never know what it is like to be a young, stupid, and free person having the time of his life. I missed out on teen love, and now I'm missing out on the college experience. Within three years, I'll be a miserable wagie dragging himself to the office just like how I miserably drag myself to the classroom. I'll never know what it's like to have a group of my friends walk through a college town or a street in Paris and have fun at clubs. That's it, I missed out.

Even if I do get a girlfriend after graduating, firstly, she has been through 30+ chad/fratboy dicks. Secondly, she would no longer be a young and careless free person. After college, people are all formal stiffs who don't live the young person life anymore. They've gone through it and are over it, and are too mature to live like that anymore.

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How about the crushing student debt?

If you miss out on that too count yourself lucky.

There is no college experience for your face.

Had you went to an ivy league college or somesuch your experience would likely be getting gigamogged every day, sexually by chads and intellectually by Asians. It's over.

 

[Thaway]

How can you even see it that way. You never had a chance, you are not and never have been in the game. You're not missing out, you're not even part of it.

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

You're not missing out, you're not even part of it.

And yet it's probably a vital part of maturing and growing up with a healthy mental state.

 

[asocialcel]

You only get the college experience if you're chad. If you're not, it's just drinking beer with the homies

 

[asocialcel]

wait you have female friends you are chad

 

[Thaway]

And yet it's probably a vital part of maturing and growing up with a healthy mental state.

No because people don't actually mature. It's all looks.

 

[UserHussein]

You only get the college experience if you're chad. If you're not, it's just drinking beer with the homies

Or if you're smart enough to go the the good Universities. My problem is that I'm a brainlet who got shit SAT (American College Entrance Exam) score, and so the only University which would take me was the one infamous for no social scene. That and I was in a Community College for three years, it was only supposed to take two, and I finished with a poor GPA.

 

[InternetSupremeBoss]

With college experience do you mean paying 10000$ every month?

 

[UserHussein]

I'm seriously considering just killing myself. I clearly either have something wrong with my brain, or just a low IQ, either way it's creating lots of problems for me and I don't see any way out.

 

[asocialcel]

Or if you're smart enough to go the the good Universities. My problem is that I'm a brainlet who got shit SAT (American College Entrance Exam) score, and so the only University which would take me was the one infamous for no social scene. That and I was in a Community College for three years, it was only supposed to take two, and I finished with a poor GPA.

You still would've been a rotter. The college experience is Chad only

 

[UserHussein]

You still would've been a rotter. The college experience is Chad only

I suppose so. Elliot Rodger got into UCSB, a really well ranked University known for its' party culture, and looked what happened to him.

 

[Friezacel]

How did you miss it when It was never going to happen? "insecure" is something a fag would say.

Miss:to fail to do or experience something, often something planned or expected, or to avoid doing or experiencing something

Source: https://dictionary.cambridge.org/de/worterbuch/englisch/miss

 

[stinkycel]

Jesus the links to the images are brutal

 

[Qwertyuiop99]

Brutal

 

[RandomBroCel]

I've been going through a depression recently, over reflecting of all the experiences I missed out on.

I went to a Community College for three years, it was only supposed to take two years but I messed up, got poor grades, had to drop and retake courses and I finished in three years. After that, my Community College grades just were never good, and the only school that accepted me was the one I dreaded most at having to go.
This school that I'm currently in is notorious for not having a party and social scene.
I looked on Instagram, before I deleted my account, and I see people who in the past two years while I was in the Community College, really living it up. They are going to parties, studying abroad, dating, and all that stuff.
College is supposed to be when you really explore yourself, other people, and have the 'best four years of you life', and the 'college experience'. But because I go to a University which is notorious for not having any parties or social scene, I will probably never be able to do any of that. I actually do have friends, female friends even, who sort of hinted at all the hooking up and partying, drinking and drugs they were doing at school (completely different schools). One of theme even studied abroad in Paris where she went to nightclubs and even f****ed one of her male study abroad mates.

Also, not all of my Community College credits transferred through, so including this semester, I'll graduate within three years instead of two like I was hoping.

I will never know what it is like to be a young, stupid, and free person having the time of his life. I missed out on teen love, and now I'm missing out on the college experience. Within three years, I'll be a miserable wagie dragging himself to the office just like how I miserably drag myself to the classroom. I'll never know what it's like to have a group of my friends walk through a college town or a street in Paris and have fun at clubs. That's it, I missed out.

Even if I do get a girlfriend after graduating, firstly, she has been through 30+ chad/fratboy dicks. Secondly, she would no longer be a young and careless free person. After college, people are all formal stiffs who don't live the young person life anymore. They've gone through it and are over it, and are too mature to live like that anymore.

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getting lifemogged is the biggest suifuel tbh. Beyond over

 

[El3ctr1ck]

Even if you have the chance to be able to go to parties you wouldnt probably go. You just lack the social tools to be accepted and/or make friends.

I was in college and i could have go to parties but i wont go because i was excluded and wasnt popular enought to get invited. There were girls from other countries as exchange students, and guess what?. Exactly no one of them became my gfs.

My college had Erasmus programs, which consist in a program where you can go to other european universities, even if have enough califications and english level i would had never dared to go to another university out of my country due to my insecurity.

You shouldnt be insecure, even if you had the chance you wont be able to go to parties or to France, we, as incels, dont have the skills we need to get those archievements

If you're an incel you obviously missed out on high school life. And if you missed out on high school life that in turn means you will miss out on college life as you lack the formative memories and maturity every single one of your peers has forever marking you as an outsider.

TLDR: If you missed out on teen love your life is ovER.

This

 

[Stone Cold Incel]

You are far from alone, brocel. I went to college and saw people partying and hooking up all the time, but I never participated in any of it. I had almost no friends and spent most of my time alone in my room because I was too much of an autistic retard to socialize. Where am I now? Spending the long weekend rotting at home on an incel forum.