JFL I'm really in love with this basic bitch from work

[Profligate]

I have done everything to get her out of my system. I have drunk myself stupid, I destroy myself at gym 5 times a week and I have fucked like 4 different escorts this month multiple times who by the way were hotter than her and still I really want her. This is some black magic bullshit. It makes no sense. I WANT to dislike her but yet I still fantasise about her. What the fuck man. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Tfw your brain is cucked

 

[Subhuman Niceguy]

Just keep paying escorts to rent their pussies, they like counting the money you pay them.

 

[Therapywasaaste]

I want to fuck hot mean girls.

 

[Profligate]

Tfw your brain is cucked

ya I know. I guess I still believe I can ascend which is just fucking stupid. Anyway I have spent all of my money on escorts and I have downed like 8 pints this evening so I guess it's time for the whiskey. Fuck I hate this shit. It's like I have no control over it.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Just ask her out

 

[Profligate]

Just ask her out

I texted her and she just ignored me so it's over

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I texted her and she just ignored me so it's over

Texting is retarded, you have to ask people irl. Just take the L at this point.

 

[Profligate]

Texting is retarded, you have to ask people irl. Just take the L at this point.

I took the L like half a year ago but that bitch just keeps working her black magic on me. I hate working with women so much it's unreal.

They shouldn't be in the workforce. They just distract men and do half arsed work

 

[LeFrenchCel]

ya I know. I guess I still believe I can ascend which is just fucking stupid. Anyway I have spent all of my money on escorts and I have downed like 8 pints this evening so I guess it's time for the whiskey. Fuck I hate this shit. It's like I have no control over it.

Brutal

I texted her and she just ignored me so it's over

Even more brutal bro, you have literally no reason to continue to think about her
You have to force yourself to acknowledge she's thinking about or getting fucked by other guys atm.
It can be difficult but I think you actually have to transform your love feelings towards her in hate feelings.

 

[Profligate]

Brutal


Even more brutal bro, you have literally no reason to continue to think about her
You have to force yourself to acknowledge she's thinking about or getting fucked by other guys atm.
It can be difficult but I think you actually have to transform your love feelings towards her in hate feelings.

I think I will talk to one of the guys at work who's a nephew to the owner of the company about taking me off the shifts where I work together with her.

 

[Profligate]

I think I will talk to one of the guys at work who's a nephew to the owner of the company about taking me off the shifts where I work together with her.

I'm pretty friendly with him and he knows I'm an incel so it might just work

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I took the L like half a year ago but that bitch just keeps working her black magic on me. I hate working with women so much it's unreal.

They shouldn't be in the workforce. They just distract men and do half arsed work

Do you have normal conversations with people at work, or do you stick out like some retard autist?

 

[Profligate]

Do you have normal conversations with people at work, or do you stick out like some retard autist?

It's a small company so I'm really honest with people there. They know that I'm an incel whoremaxxer

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Don't bother.

 

[Balding Subhuman]

Crush is caused by dopamine, serotonin and norepinephrine. I heard this one doctor say once that SSRI's can take away your love. I wonder if limiting methylation would work since that reduces all of those three. Maybe something like niacin or glycine

 

[Knajjd]

They must be some link in a past life that connects you to her.

 

[Med Amine]

you either need to approach her or to forget about her totally and move on in your life

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

The most I've done is watch my "oneitis", Shay Rose, as she sat in her eating disorder support group.

Don't bother.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

True. In the past, I had nightmares involving my "oneitis".

I remember the day I discovered I had sexsomnia - I was having a depressing dream of group therapy and woke up after hearing laughter from the male youth outside my door.

Yes. In group therapy, young femoids would criticize me because I would sit alone and look at the board games available. My family was poor and I had never seen most of them. It angered them to see me building with Jenga blocks.

My thoughts were similar to this:

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Ahhhh....yes, I see...

When I was in group therapy, youth would be annoyed by my constant stuttering. One youth, someone I still respect and had spent months with while there, muttered "Thank you" in an annoyed tone when I declined to speak any further. Another simply spoke over me when it was my turn.

Several of the youth there had to be sent to the "Quiet Room" because they would nod off as I was speaking.

A "sheboon" bullied me in group therapy; she and her Black friends would laugh at my anxious behavior and tell me to "go away" during group activities, which led to me being criticized by psychologists.

I've spent much time in the bathroom due to constipation. Since I've always struggled with negative thoughts, I would have painful thoughts of group therapy while I was trying to defecate.

...

Don't bother.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

It's a small company so I'm really honest with people there. They know that I'm an incel whoremaxxer

i would go for it and ask her out all smiley. If she says no, just say something sappy like “can’t blame a guy for trying”.

Then jump off a bridge cause you can’t handle the pain of rejection (jk).

 

[Profligate]

i would go for it and ask her out all smiley. If she says no, just say something sappy like “can’t blame a guy for trying”.

Then jump off a bridge cause you can’t handle the pain of rejection (jk).

She has already rejected me.

Anyway I asked the nephew of the company owner about taking me of her shifts and he said he will talk to me about it tomorrow. He's a good guy so I reckon he will help me out.

I just HATE my biology so much. WHY IS IT MAKING ME FEEL THESE THINGS WHEN I CLEARLY KNOW THAT IT'S OVER. FUCK THIS.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

She has already rejected me.

Anyway I asked the nephew of the company owner about taking me of her shifts and he said he will talk to me about it tomorrow. He's a good guy so I reckon he will help me out.

I just HATE my biology so much. WHY IS IT MAKING ME FEEL THESE THINGS WHEN I CLEARLY KNOW THAT IT'S OVER. FUCK THIS.

Fair enough.

 

[Profligate]

I just wish I could erase any kind of feelings of love for other people from my mind. I mean I am pretty cold but sometimes I just can't help it especially if it's someone from the opposite sex my age.

I wish I still had access to weed. You know I was so mediated during my time of being a hardcore stoner that I could barely feel anything