ghostcell
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- Dec 29, 2017
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bout to graduate uni
balding starting already at 22, virgin, too tall to fit in anywhere, keep getting rejected by companies and girls if i try for jobs or dates
too much of a pussy to even take finasteride, there would still be hope if i keep my hair but im too scared of side effects. my dermatologist even prescribed it to me but i started crying when i tried to take a pill.
how can anyone ever like me if i hate myself this much?
my genetics and bad luck have withheld me from everything in life
- could never play the sports i liked due to having glasses and not being able to wear contact lenses
- acne and glasses stopped me from having confidence to talk to ANYONE and being bullied in highschool
- missed out on introduction week and university events due to nearly dying and in addition a bad back injury, missing out 6 months of activities
- now im about to graduate, and my life MIGHT be looking up shortly, but balding is setting in at age 22 and i cant find any job at all
this is fucking unfair. broke down crying today after ANOTHER job rejection, this is like number 25 in a row at this point. of course another user also confirmed im balding after i sent him my hairline pics today to make my day even better
its so hard to live life and get through year after year full of bullshit, and when i see how easy it is for my peers, it makes me so angry
they can have all the fun they want, have their cake and eat it too. i see college peers getting job recruiters HOUNDING them for a response, of course these people have great dating lives aswell. meanwhile im bottom of the barrel for everything.
my only hope is hopefully getting do go on the volunteering work abroad this summer, its the only prospect that keeps me living day to day at this point. and i finally have a tinder match after 1 month and 20 days who agreed to meet up with me soon, i will keep everybody updated and if something happens i should be banned.... but its so difficult, i have to put on a mask and hide what i truly am or my chances will be over within 5 seconds.
i feel like my entire life i have been so close to not being an incel but due to sheer bad luck got stuck in this fucked up situation, i feel even worse for truecels when there is literally 0 hope, i dont know how you guys do it everyday. we need to make this forum more about good copes instead of destroying all the copes people have, we need to have SOMETHING to live for
balding starting already at 22, virgin, too tall to fit in anywhere, keep getting rejected by companies and girls if i try for jobs or dates
too much of a pussy to even take finasteride, there would still be hope if i keep my hair but im too scared of side effects. my dermatologist even prescribed it to me but i started crying when i tried to take a pill.
how can anyone ever like me if i hate myself this much?
my genetics and bad luck have withheld me from everything in life
- could never play the sports i liked due to having glasses and not being able to wear contact lenses
- acne and glasses stopped me from having confidence to talk to ANYONE and being bullied in highschool
- missed out on introduction week and university events due to nearly dying and in addition a bad back injury, missing out 6 months of activities
- now im about to graduate, and my life MIGHT be looking up shortly, but balding is setting in at age 22 and i cant find any job at all
this is fucking unfair. broke down crying today after ANOTHER job rejection, this is like number 25 in a row at this point. of course another user also confirmed im balding after i sent him my hairline pics today to make my day even better
its so hard to live life and get through year after year full of bullshit, and when i see how easy it is for my peers, it makes me so angry
they can have all the fun they want, have their cake and eat it too. i see college peers getting job recruiters HOUNDING them for a response, of course these people have great dating lives aswell. meanwhile im bottom of the barrel for everything.
my only hope is hopefully getting do go on the volunteering work abroad this summer, its the only prospect that keeps me living day to day at this point. and i finally have a tinder match after 1 month and 20 days who agreed to meet up with me soon, i will keep everybody updated and if something happens i should be banned.... but its so difficult, i have to put on a mask and hide what i truly am or my chances will be over within 5 seconds.
i feel like my entire life i have been so close to not being an incel but due to sheer bad luck got stuck in this fucked up situation, i feel even worse for truecels when there is literally 0 hope, i dont know how you guys do it everyday. we need to make this forum more about good copes instead of destroying all the copes people have, we need to have SOMETHING to live for