SuicideFuel I'm more similar to a retard/downie than a chadlite... in "attractiveness" and how I'm viewed by others

[The Wolf]

Just wanted to put that out there, because I saw a few stacylites, stacies and chads driving through a city yesterday, and today a 18/19 year old retarded downie walking down my residential street and singing (he always does that). If I weren't so depressed or if I weren't so similar to him - in special ways - I think it would be funny.

I'm deformed AND even if I weren't I'd still look very strange, also my mannerisms are very weird.

I'm not even autistic but eventually became non-NT after over a decade of being an outcast.

 

[Nate Higgers]

I'm not even autistic but eventually became non-NT after over a decade of being an outcast.

Same

 

[Cuckoja]

Yeah, being an outcast makes you act weird, like an obsserver detached from reality, just walking by the street screams "weirdo" to normies.

 

[The Wolf]

Yeah, being an outcast makes you act weird, like an obsserver detached from reality, just walking by the street screams "weirdo" to normies.

exactly. it's a death spiral - you look weird, people react weird, you act weird and look weird, people react even weirder...