Blackpill I'm mentally too far gone, too blackpilled to form a stable connection

[Justanotherbloke]

I've been completely consumed by the blackpill since 2020, and at this point I know there's no escape. My mind is permanently broken, I physically can't imagine forming a genuine connection with a woman anymore.
The statistics and harsh truths play on loop in my head. I see couples everywhere, happy, smiling, but all I can think is, 'for how long?' The data doesn't lie. Most relationships are just women settling until something better comes along.
Boyfriends waiting to get cucked by their wife's bull, while typing this, I'm literally laughing cause I can't hold back anymore.
What a clown world.

If you're new to the blackpill (less than a year), listen to me: get out now if you dont want to end up like me. After a certain point, the rabbit hole consumes you completely. I remember when I first discovered these truths, I was angry, then depressed. Now? Just numb. The blackpill isn't even upsetting anymore. It's just reality.
I watch normies going about their lives, completely oblivious to the truth. Part of me envies their ignorance. But another part pities them, they're just living in denial until reality inevitably hits them. At least we see the world for what it really is.
The worst part? Even if by some miracle a woman showed interest now, I wouldn't even be able to trust it. The blackpill has poisoned my mind beyond repair. This isn't a choice anymore, it's just who I am.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

For me the only part of the blackpill that really bothers me irl is how early women lose their virginities. When I was bluepilled I was sure at least SOME of them are still virgins in their 20s, I mean so many guys at my uni are virgins. The thought that, even if a sub5 gave me attention, I would be getting sloppy seconds kills me.

 

[Fantasea]

Inceldom Is Actually A Blessing In Disguise (If You Let It Be)

Made this thread to respond to a specific post that I thinks need to be addressed because it reflects the general mindset of a lot of the incels on this site (incels in general actually). Its a false mindset, you guys clearly haven't "studied" and interacted with normies enough to see whats...

incels.is

 

[Justanotherbloke]

For me the only part of the blackpill that really bothers me irl is how early women lose their virginities.

You're not the only one who has these thoughts.
Just cause I don't speak out on it, doesn't mean that it doesn't linger in my mind, bud.
I talked about this when I first signed up, just to get it off my chest, women are absolute whores.
I just can't imagine putting my dick in a hole, where other guys already busted in.

The user StupidClown also talked about this, they are sperm banks.
Most are unable to properly pair bond, they are beyond repair

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Inceldom Is Actually A Blessing In Disguise (If You Let It Be)

Made this thread to respond to a specific post that I thinks need to be addressed because it reflects the general mindset of a lot of the incels on this site (incels in general actually). Its a false mindset, you guys clearly haven't "studied" and interacted with normies enough to see whats...

incels.is

Somehow, I can't read the post anymore.
User in question self banned, maybe it's my device I don't know.
I'll try to read it when I'm on the PC, thanks.

 

[Just say NIGGER!]

I've been completely consumed by the blackpill since 2020, and at this point I know there's no escape. My mind is permanently broken, I physically can't imagine forming a genuine connection with a woman anymore.

I feel you, I personally don't even hate women anymore. I'm just so jaded beyond belief to care about them in anyway.

The statistics and harsh truths play on loop in my head. I see couples everywhere, happy, smiling, but all I can think is, 'for how long?' The data doesn't lie. Most relationships are just women settling until something better comes along.

People who envy those men aren't blackpilled.

Boyfriends waiting to get cucked by their wife's bull, while typing this, I'm literally laughing cause I can't hold back anymore.
What a clown world.

If you're new to the blackpill (less than a year), listen to me: get out now if you dont want to end up like me.

That is a bad suggestion. I have been rotting these communities for almost a decade now and it has saved me from so much rejection and humiliation. Blackpill saves lives.

I watch normies going about their lives, completely oblivious to the truth. Part of me envies their ignorance. But another part pities them, they're just living in denial until reality inevitably hits them. At least we see the world for what it really is.

One can ignore the hungry grizzly bear running towards them, but the bear won't ignore them. It is dangerous to deny the truth.

The worst part? Even if by some miracle a woman showed interest now, I wouldn't even be able to trust it.

Likewise.

The blackpill has poisoned my mind beyond repair. This isn't a choice anymore, it's just who I am.

cured*

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I feel you, I personally don't even hate women anymore. I'm just so jaded beyond belief to care about them in anyway.

I said that a week ago, or something along the lines of that.
At some point, this becomes your identity, it's who you are.
Your mind will go blank or on autopilot.
Those weekends alone are uncomfortable, but at some points you'll get used to it even though it still feels unnatural, it's just part of your routine and your life

 

[daydreamER]

Same here. I legitimately cannot interact with a single person without being trapped in my own mind and thinking about how they are judging my subhuman face. I can perceive the real time micro expressions on people's faces when they see mine, and I just cannot take it. I cannot respond properly to anything someone says to me because the blackpill is CONSTANTLY on my mind. I can't trust anyone. I'm too far gone to ever develop a real connection.

Even if someone talks to me IRL once in a blue moon, I am too lost in thought about the BP to respond properly. Even if somehow there was an opportunity to ascend, I would not take it and could not take it because of how the blackpill has consumed my mind.

BLACK PILL OVERDOSE

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I feel you, I personally don't even hate women anymore. I'm just so jaded beyond belief to care about them in anyway.

People who envy those men aren't blackpilled.



That is a bad suggestion. I have been rotting these communities for almost a decade now and it has saved me from so much rejection and humiliation. Blackpill saves lives.

One can ignore the hungry grizzly bear running towards them, but the bear won't ignore them. It is dangerous to deny the truth.

Likewise.

cured*

View: https://youtu.be/pQGrPapH8xk?


What do you think of this video?
Guys like this really piss me off, claim blackpillers are wrong (made a video about lonewolf87, a blackpill youtuber)

It's guys like him who live in blissful ignorance.
Deep down they know it's true but they are too soft skinned to swallow the truth

Same here. I legitimately cannot interact with a single person without being trapped in my own mind and thinking about how they are judging my subhuman face. I can perceive the real time micro expressions on people's faces when they see mine, and I just cannot take it. I cannot respond properly to anything someone says to me because the blackpill is CONSTANTLY on my mind. I can't trust anyone. I'm too far gone to ever develop a real connection.

Even if someone talks to me IRL once in a blue moon, I am too lost in thought about the BP to respond properly. Even if somehow there was an opportunity to ascend, I would not take it and could not take it because of how the blackpill has consumed my mind.

BLACK PILL OVERDOSE

Yup, it's really People in general that I have a problem with.
Everything is transactional and that dynamic alone made me say 'fuck this, I'm out'.
Friendships too, they don't exist.
People only want to be in your life, as long as there's something to gain for them.
People are parasitic in nature, but females are a different kind of pest and a next level parasite.
They are demonic, hardcore and cold blooded calculated parasites

 

[Just say NIGGER!]

I'm too far gone to ever develop a real connection.

The point is that, there is no real connection for men like us. It doesn't matter if we are thinking of the BP or not.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

The point is that, there is no real connection for men like us. It doesn't matter if we are thinking of the BP or not.

We have to work our way up the ladder, to be 'loved'.
But the real blackpill is that it's not real unconditional love, as a man you are a disposable object and the next better option is only 1 swipe away.

We don't live in a world where Eden never fell, we live in Satan's playground (if you are religious).
This species is corrupted and humanity is meant to fail, simple as that.
I'm a firm believer that any intelligent and highly advanced civilization beyond the observable universe in another goldilock zone will laugh their ass off monitoring the activity of human interactions on this clown planet

 

[daydreamER]

The point is that, there is no real connection for men like us. It doesn't matter if we are thinking of the BP or not.

That is also true, but the point is that it is difficult or impossible to form social connections when you know true human nature.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

when you know true human nature.

Which is primal.

We like to think of ourselves that we are advanced and intelligent, cause we crossed a certain man made 'threshold' of a scale we invented ourselves.
Maybe that threshold in other civilizations in the universe is the bare minimum or bottom of the barrel and we are seen as animals in their eyes.

 

[|R12|]

If you're new to the blackpill (less than a year), listen to me: get out now if you dont want to end up like me.

It is better to fall into the darkest pit than to live in the clearest lie.

You said it yourself just now.

Most relationships are just women settling until something better comes along.
Boyfriends waiting to get cucked by their wife's bull

Let's give up.

For me the only part of the blackpill that really bothers me irl is how early women lose their virginities. When I was bluepilled I was sure at least SOME of them are still virgins in their 20s, I mean so many guys at my uni are virgins. The thought that, even if a sub5 gave me attention, I would be getting sloppy seconds kills me.

When I found out about this... the women I wanted, they already lost their virginity.

The user StupidClown also talked about this, they are sperm banks.
Most are unable to properly pair bond, they are beyond repair

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Let's give up.

Sounds way better than proceeding to fuel a machine that hates you (which is society).

 

[TBIcel]

I became black pilled back in 2011

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I became black pilled back in 2011

You had forums back then?
.is came into existence around 2017 or am I wrong?

 

[TBIcel]

You had forums back then?
.is came into existence around 2017 or am I wrong?

There was PUA hate and blogs too.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

There was PUA hate and blogs too.

I'm lucky that I came across it when forums were a thing.
Can't imagine being blackpilled and not having like minded individuals to communicate with.
This forum is lifefuel

 

[TBIcel]

I feel you, I personally don't even hate women anymore. I'm just so jaded beyond belief to care about them in anyway.

I only hate them for the damage they do to civilization my personal inceldom is irrelevant even largely to me.

 

[TBIcel]

I'm lucky that I came across it when forums were a thing.
Can't imagine being blackpilled and not having like minded individuals to communicate with.
This forum is lifefuel

I was a very long-term lurker of blackpilled places luckily I managed to cram blackpills down some throats and my one friend is the truest of truecels