Venting I'm lonely [it's over - 終わりだ ]

[メンヘラ]

After reading a thread about ideal girlfriend on /r9k/ I started imagining how my ideal girlfriend would be. Now I'm feeling pretty lonely and in need of a girlfriend by my side. The worst part about being a socially anxious mentalcel is the fact that you're totally lonely, and the personification of all your cures (a cute understanding girlfriend) is a close ideal (since it's imagined and internally known) and a distant reality at the same time
I imagine we have a few incels who can have a normal life here, but this isn't my case*. Anyway, could you guys tell me about your ideal girlfriend? I would love to read it.

*thus my name here: menhera, a person who suffers a mental health disorder (it isn't necessarily a bpdemon, though commonly associated to that archetype)

 

[Animecel2D]

 

[DarkStar]

 

[aryanmikmaq]

A crazy emo yandere or a quiet cute submissive girl who comforts me.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

I feel not sadness, but a duality between rage and emptiness, my life pratically being without purpose.
I asked God why he has done this to me, what did he have in store for me.

Though to no avail, God had not responded, I thought to myself that what I was doing was stupid and went back to gooning.

I think it was post nut clarity

 

[ManOfVengeance]

I want a foid who will listen and understand, though all of them are incapable of such so it's pointless

 

[ESL]

A crazy emo yandere or a quiet cute submissive girl who comforts me.

this.

 

[4sez]

anything will suffice

 

[FEMCELS FANTASY]

I like my women like I like my Elder Scrolls games…

Broken, unstable and in need of constant saving.

 

[Solomonar]

A crazy emo yandere or a quiet cute submissive girl who comforts me.

 

[メンヘラ]

I feel not sadness, but a duality between rage and emptiness, my life pratically being without purpose.
I asked God why he has done this to me, what did he have in store for me.

Though to no avail, God had not responded, I thought to myself that what I was doing was stupid and went back to gooning.

I think it was post nut clarity

It makes sense you feel rage too. I can't exactly explain why but it is a truly consequential and natural feeling to have in that situation

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I just want a to punch a stupid bitch with fake tits after snorting $3000 worth of coke