LDAR I'm LDARmaxxed

[Doomer Guy]

I stayed alone in my bed for 6 hours today, without sleeping, only taking breaks to drink water. I didn't even talk to anyone (except for a few monosyllabic words). And guess what: I'm returning after sending this message, cuz I have nothing better to do.
6 hours of torment. Feeling the frustration of living a failed life. Feeling the anger and resentment towards society and my parents.
Feeling the hopelessness of not having any solution to escape my situation. Feeling the sadness of not being able to feel pleasure anymore due to fried dopamine receptors. Feeling the numbness that appears when you become accustomed to this lifestyle.

This is literally how I've been for the last years of my life:

 

[Doomer Guy]

I wish I could return to the mental state I had in my childhood when I was curious and could get pleasure from even the smallest things, when I enjoyed socializing with friends and when I loved playing video games. I MISS those times because I was alive back then, I wasn't emotionally dead, I had something to live for, I had a reason to justify my existence.

 

[PLA1092]

Rotting just eats away at you if you don't have the money to sustain good copes, you just LDAR into a spiral of regret and loneliness until it comes to a peak and you have to decide on what to do next; it's a cope in the short-term, in the long-teem it will destroy you.

 

[Ci Jey]

based LDARmaxxer
i havent spoke to anyone of my age since january

 

[Doomer Guy]

Rotting just eats away at you if you don't have the money to sustain good copes, you just LDAR into a spiral of regret and loneliness until it comes to a peak and you have to decide on what to do next; it's a cope in the short-term, in the long-teem it will destroy you.

I already reached the point of no-return. It already fully destroyed me.
I am nothing more than a shell of a human, without desires for anything, without the ability to have deep emotional reactions like anger or joy, and even without the desire to find more copes.
I'm trying to survive because death would be a hassle, and that's it.

 

[Mega Coper]

based LDARmaxxer
i havent spoke to anyone of my age since january

 

[Mega Coper]

I am nothing more than a shell of a human,