Serious I'm just done, Why even bother Trying?

[Justanotherbloke]

I never put myself out there. Not once. Not because I am scared, or shy, or unsure but because I see through it before I even began.
It's weird how I workout daily, Run etc and have energy for that. But when it comes to trying to date, I just don't even start and throw in the towel before putting myself out there, it feels energy draining, a circus act.
when I hear about dating from others and other men, it seems like a transaction disguised as connection. It’s not about who you are but it’s about what you offer. What you can provide. What you represent. Are you entertaining? Successful? Etc, Useful.
Even the idea of trying feels draining. Performing. Curating. Managing impressions. Playing an unspoken social game where your worth is always being weighed against someone else’s.
I’m tired of something I never even participated in.

And don't even get me started on the amount of options women have these days. They are constantly probably bombarded by simps in their DM, dating apps (cause of the gender imbalance ratio), hundreds of men willing to be with them. Then why should I even try? How can you compete? How do you stand out? The answer to that is you don't and you can't compete, hence I don't even try and give up before starting, seems like the most logical thing to do. And even if you do manage to get into a relationship, now you have to maintain that relationship and that's a different story. Good luck being on Guard 24/7, dealing with her talking to other men. Seems like relationships are only reserved for the cucks and simps, and I'm tried of pretending that it isn't and people here on this forum act as if that's the 'end all be all'. You guys will be right back on this forum within the shortest period of time, even if you do manage to ascend. Cause the blackpill is more than only ascending. Lol at all the guys here who think she will stay loyal to you, with access to dating apps, the internet and whatnot. You are all delusional fools deserving to get a harsh reality check.

There’s a kind of numbness that comes from seeing how conditional human connections can be. People only want you around when there’s something in it for them. When you add value. When you play the part.
I don’t want to play the part.
I just want to disappear, quietly. Live under the radar. Go off grid in my own way. No performance. No proving. No hoping for a fairytale.
I'd rather isolate myself than dealing with those disloyal whores, jumping through 100 hoops just to end up with nothing at the end anyways

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Rant guys, needed to get this off my chest. Weight on my shoulders is heavy these days

 

[zd60]

Relatable

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Relatable

I'm glad I'm not the only one and that you feel the same, these thoughts can be isolating and sometimes play tricks on you, thinking that you are the only guy who thinks this way.
That's depressing

 

[zd60]

I'm glad I'm not the only one and that you feel the same, these thoughts can be isolating and sometimes play tricks on you, thinking that you are the only guy who thinks this way.
That's depressing

Agreed, this whole world is depressing I just wish suffering would end

 

[Justanotherbloke]

just wish suffering would end

I think about that daily, just ending it all, having eternal peace and sleep.
Wish I had the guts to put one through my head and end it.
I'm building up courage to do it like I mentioned in previous threads. It won't be soon though, but I'm definitely not sticking around in adulthood like this

 

[zd60]

I think about that daily, just ending it all, having eternal peace and sleep.
Wish I had the guts to put one through my head and end it.
I'm building up courage to do it like I mentioned in previous threads. It won't be soon though, but I'm definitely not sticking around in adulthood like this

I set a death date for myself, now I just coast through life, I do whatever I want that I can and just enjoy what I can before the time comes that I end myself, if my self-destructive and hedonistic lifestyle doesn't kill me first then I'll end it myself this world is not worth living in especially without drugs imo

 

[FastBlast]

when I hear about dating from others and other men, it seems like a transaction disguised as connection. It’s not about who you are but it’s about what you offer. What you can provide. What you represent. Are you entertaining? Successful? Etc, Useful.

I know I'm stating some obvious water, but dating is only like that for sub 8s. Chad does not need to be successful or useful. Chad just exists and he gets instant sex on the first date. You are making the right move by opting out of the modern day dating clown show. If the game is rigged then why play it?

 

[KillNiggers]

Even the idea of trying feels draining. Performing. Curating. Managing impressions. Playing an unspoken social game where your worth is always being weighed against someone else’s.
I’m tired of something I never even participated in.

You did participate in it your whole life but you didn't notice. That's because dating is the same transactional bullshit you have been experiencing your whole life. The same dynamic as worker/manager, student/teacher = husband/wife, boyfriend/girlfriend. Once you notice it you group it in with all the other things, e.g your job, studying. Suddenly your brain can't differentiate between these transactions and makes everything seem like a chore.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I know I'm stating some obvious water, but dating is only like that for sub 8s.

The clueless will flood the thread of course.
You haven't got a clue how many handsome men get cheated on by those whores.

the whole society and system is screwed, and does not allow for sustainable long term relationships, there's too much distraction.
I'd rather be single than deal with all the stress that comes with it.
Anyways, I plan on ending my life so this is not something I will have to worry about

 

[TooSomething]

So, you never even tried. Fakece if you never even tried.

How can you know if you're a truecel then?
Even if you did get a facerating or whatever.

All that means jack shit if you haven't received actual confirmation by girs you've asked out.

 

[TooSomething]

The clueless will flood the thread of course.
You haven't got a clue how many handsome men get cheated on by those whores.

the whole society and system is screwed, and does not allow for sustainable long term relationships, there's too much distraction.
I'd rather be single than deal with all the stress that comes with it.
Anyways, I plan on ending my life so this is not something I will have to worry about

Yeah, as I figured, fakecel and volcel.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

So, you never even tried. Fakece if you never even tried.

How can you know if you're a truecel then?
Even if you did get a facerating or whatever.

All that means jack shit if you haven't received actual confirmation by girs you've asked out.

This is just evidence that I'm seeing more clearly than you.
I see more clearly than the majority of people on this forum, I'm the real guy who sees through everything, you all claim to be blackpilled, but this contradicts it cause if you were truly blackpilled you would agree with me, that trying isn't worth it and it's a lost game.

No one understands me, you saying that I don't belong on this Forum cuts deep.
I belong here on the Forum with you guys

 

[TooSomething]

This is just evidence that I'm seeing more clearly than you.
I see more clearly than the majority of people on this forum, I'm the real guy who sees through everything, you all claim to be blackpilled, but this contradicts it cause if you were truly blackpilled you would agree with me, that trying isn't worth it and it's a lost game.

No one understands me, you saying that I don't belong on this Forum cuts deep.
I belong here on the Forum with you guys

I was just showing how rediculous most guys here are because they would say exactly what I have said and I wanted that reaction from you.

I understand EXACTLY what you are saying.

In todays society, NO MAN has the guarantee for an LTR with a loyal woman.

Loyalty is nowhere to be found in womens' vocabulary.

THis is where the black aand rred pill actually intersect.

A woman will remain with a man so long as she derives any kind of valuable resource from him, be it genetic, financial or whatever else.
Omce she can't get that anymore, she will leave, even if she has not yet found a better / other option.
But usually she has a plan B.

But this is red pill teaching though.

The problem, ultimately is woman's freedom of choice without repercussions.

Woman almost nowhere in ghe west, afaik, are held accountable for breaking up a marriage, even if children are involved.

No fault devorce exist in Germany as well.
I have a former classmate to whom this has happened.

His bitch mother was health cure / course of treatment where she met another man.

Out of the blue, she came home and told her husband that she wants a devorce because she has found "the love of her life". Jfl

Mind you that the father of mt former classmate was a grade A man.

He looked exeptionally good, still does for his age. He is also tall and worked out. Always stayed fit, ate right. He is self employed and makes a lot of money, has his own house, two cars for the family, regular vacations.
He was a family man, would always take time for the children, was a super chill guy, reasonable, not unnecessarily aggressive.

He was a "Saubermann" as we'd say in German but not a simp bitch. He was also not soft with his kids when it came to disciplining them. He didn't need force though as he was a good negotiator and indeed raised his sons right.

Btw, he always dressed nicely, manly.

Despite all that, the bitch dumped him for another dick.

He never cheated, never did drugs, rarely drank alcohol.

Still, not good enough, or maybe all to perfect, all too safe, no thrills, no butterflies.

Foids are children sruck in grown up bodies, and they act on emotion alone.
So giving them the same rights as men is RIDICULOUS!

 

[TooSomething]

In other words, you are correct, ascencion in mpst modern societies is impossible. Temporary at best. But can that even be considered ascencion?

Female nature does not allow for what WE call ascencion.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I was just showing how rediculous most guys here are because they would say exactly what I have said and I wanted that reaction from you.

I understand EXACTLY what you are saying.

In todays society, NO MAN has the guarantee for an LTR with a loyal woman.

Loyalty is nowhere to be found in womens' vocabulary.

THis is where the black aand rred pill actually intersect.

A woman will remain with a man so long as she derives any kind of valuable resource from him, be it genetic, financial or whatever else.
Omce she can't get that anymore, she will leave, even if she has not yet found a better / other option.
But usually she has a plan B.

But this is red pill teaching though.

The problem, ultimately is woman's freedom of choice without repercussions.

Woman almost nowhere in ghe west, afaik, are held accountable for breaking up a marriage, even if children are involved.

No fault devorce exist in Germany as well.
I have a former classmate to whom this has happened.

His bitch mother was health cure / course of treatment where she met another man.

Out of the blue, she came home and told her husband that she wants a devorce because she has found "the love of her life". Jfl

Mind you that the father of mt former classmate was a grade A man.

He looked exeptionally good, still does for his age. He is also tall and worked out. Always stayed fit, ate right. He is self employed and makes a lot of money, has his own house, two cars for the family, regular vacations.
He was a family man, would always take time for the children, was a super chill guy, reasonable, not unnecessarily aggressive.

He was a "Saubermann" as we'd say in German but not a simp bitch. He was also not soft with his kids when it came to disciplining them. He didn't need force though as he was a good negotiator and indeed raised his sons right.

Btw, he always dressed nicely, manly.

Despite all that, the bitch dumped him for another dick.

He never cheated, never did drugs, rarely drank alcohol.

Still, not good enough, or maybe all to perfect, all too safe, no thrills, no butterflies.

Foids are children sruck in grown up bodies, and they act on emotion alone.
So giving them the same rights as men is RIDICULOUS!

Thanks for summing up what floats exactly through my mind.
This is what I wanted to say, but I couldn't word it in a good way.
real blackpill is understanding that no matter what you do, how good you are, how handsome you are and might be, you still lose in the end cause of how society is structured and of how women's nature is. It all dates back to the fall of Eden with the garden (if you are religious and believe in that). Women's nature was shaped to be disloyal, regardless of who a man is. Humanity was doomed from the start including the dynamic between men and women.
That's the real blackpill in my opinion, and you laid it out perfectly.
We lose no matter what, so that's why I don't try. I see through it, there's no point and I laugh at the men who still put in so much effort thinking it will get them the loyal princess they've been waiting for or imagined in a fairytale.
Stupidclown talks about this too in some of his threads. He brings it up.every kow and then, saying he also finds it cringe that he doesn't understand why so many men still bother. And I relate to that.
Good to know we're on the same page

 

[TooSomething]

Thanks for summing up what floats exactly through my mind.
This is what I wanted to say, but I couldn't word it in a good way.
real blackpill is understanding that no matter what you do, how good you are, how handsome you are and might be, you still lose in the end cause of how society is structured and of how women's nature is. It all dates back to the fall of Eden with the garden (if you are religious and believe in that). Women's nature was shaped to be disloyal, regardless of who a man is. Humanity was doomed from the start including the dynamic between men and women.
That's the real blackpill in my opinion, and you laid it out perfectly.
We lose no matter what, so that's why I don't try. I see through it, there's no point and I laugh at the men who still put in so much effort thinking it will get them the loyal princess they've been waiting for or imagined in a fairytale.
Stupidclown talks about this too in some of his threads. He brings it up.every kow and then, saying he also finds it cringe that he doesn't understand why so many men still bother. And I relate to that.
Good to know we're on the same page

If shallow love is what one really wants then sure, go for it, but no man will ever receive genuine love from a woman.

It is as simple as that. Whatever I do nowadays for self improvement I so for mtself, at my own pace and I don't stress out over it anymore because I know that no foid will appreciate the effort anyway.
I remember when I used to pump iron religeousely only to be told by a foid that she hates thin legs and my kegs were anything but thin.
I worked toward proper proportions and in fact out more emohasis on my legs because they are long.
I wanted a strong foundation.

Still, I was ridiculed.

Nowadays Idgaf about what bitches have to say, what they may think, what they want.

I do whatever I do for me and wait patiently to die so I can esscape this doomcycle forever.

 

[TooSomething]

And yes, we are exactly on the same page. I have a sort of friend who thinks that women were created as a test for men.

Haha, the ultimate shit test is the woman itself.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

If shallow love is what one really wants then sure, go for it, but no man will ever receive genuine love from a woman.

It is as simple as that. Whatever I do nowadays for self improvement I so for mtself, at my own pace and I don't stress out over it anymore because I know that no foid will appreciate the effort anyway.
I remember when I used to pump iron religeousely only to be told by a foid that she hates thin legs and my kegs were anything but thin.
I worked toward proper proportions and in fact out more emohasis on my legs because they are long.
I wanted a strong foundation.

Still, I was ridiculed.

Nowadays Idgaf about what bitches have to say, what they may think, what they want.

I do whatever I do for me and wait patiently to die so I can esscape this doomcycle forever.

Can you imagine a world where Eden never fell? Just being loyal to eachother and living pure bliss, cause thats your nature and your mind isn't created for evil?
I am a very romantic guy in heart, I honestly think most men are way more romantic and emotionally invested in someone than women will ever be.

Whether Eve didn't fall for the trap or not, I'd always only need and be with 1 woman my entire life, that's the initial plan I had in mind. My mind can fixate on 1 woman whether she looks average or not, and think 'I only need her, no one else, I don't want someone else', and literally, my mind zones in on her, and literally physically I am repulsed by other women, and I want to physically stay away from other women, if I have 1 woman in mind.

But women unfortunately aren't like that, they feel the need to whore around, seek attention/validation etc
Men are way more romantic