I moved into a big city from my college. At college I had a group of (incel/unattractive) friends and we hung out often... Had plans every weekend. Yeah I'm incel, I'm not picking up girls at bars, but I could still find some fun every now and then.
Recently I've moved out to start a job in a big city. It's a good well paying job, I really love it. But my one friend who was supposed to hang out with me also in this city stopped talking to me. And I have no one else. No way to make connections to meet people. I'm so bored and lonely.
And July 4th, 2024 was the first independence day when I just ldar'd. No seeing fireworks, no drinking... Not even face to face interaction with anyone. Literally just sat at home all day.
I know some of you guys have been ldaring for years, but I'm only a few months in, and I feel suicidal.
Recently I've moved out to start a job in a big city. It's a good well paying job, I really love it. But my one friend who was supposed to hang out with me also in this city stopped talking to me. And I have no one else. No way to make connections to meet people. I'm so bored and lonely.
And July 4th, 2024 was the first independence day when I just ldar'd. No seeing fireworks, no drinking... Not even face to face interaction with anyone. Literally just sat at home all day.
I know some of you guys have been ldaring for years, but I'm only a few months in, and I feel suicidal.
