Venting I'm going blind

[WizardSubhuman]

I've been diagnosed with an eye disease about two years ago, i'm losing my sight gradually, i find it hard to cope really.

When it comes to physical features, i'm in the bottom even here on this forum, ugly face, short, balding, hairy and i have a small dick. I hated myself for that, i've been bullied and i have been called some harsh shit in my life but believe me when i say that nothing, and i mean NOTHING comes closes to the pain i feel when i found out that i'm losing vision.

I've also wanted to be a tattoo artist and learned all the skills for that but now i will just need to throw away everything i've learned and gathered.

My family are shocked, seeing them hurting for me is even more hurtful. I'll probably end up a burden to them. There is nothing i can do about it, this disease has no cure. I'll have to let go of my hobbies, my dream job, everything.

I use .is to bitch about blackpill just to forget what i'm going through. It's like every door is closed to me and no matter what i do or how hard i try. I'll never find happiness. I've felt ugly, i've felt rejected, i've felt depressed. Now ? It's just complete powerlessness and hopelessness.

I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel, and if i had the chance to press a button to disappear, i will press it without hesitation. Nowadays, all my fantasies about this, i don't fantasize about women or love or even a good life. I just don't wanna be here anymore.

 

[FuckYou]

holy fuck that's bad. what the hell do you do when you fully lose your vision?

 

[GrandWizard_137]

I'm so sorry. There is light at the end of the tunnel though... a train.

 

[Mihailo Toloto]

Probably the most depressing thread of the year

 

[WizardSubhuman]

holy fuck that's bad. what the hell do you do when you fully lose your vision?

I have no idea man. I don't see any good ending in this

 

[Razielcel]

At least in death we will find peace eventually. Try to cope until then is all I can say, even with body failing you. If you have no vision try to enjoy music, etc.

 

[Tsunchad]

I've been around this site for a while, and seen plenty of depressing threads, but this one fucks me up the most. Is it retinitis pigmentosa?

 

[FuckYou]

I have no idea man. I don't see any good ending in this

nature is so cruel. I hope they somehow cure Dementia/Alzheimer's within my lifetime. that is one I worry about getting.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

good luck with your affliction, maybe it's not over yet

 

[TheJester]

Brutal

 

[Ahnfeltia]

I've been diagnosed with an eye disease about two years ago, i'm losing my sight gradually

I'll have to let go of my hobbies

Beyond brutal. Sorry to hear it brocel. How old are you and how long do the doctors think you'll still be able to see?

 

[Runt171]

I hope things get better for you
I can relate to your other struggles but going blind is entirely different thing to deal with
It must be brutal having to know that your life is pretty much gradually dragging to an end now and theres nothing you can do
I can relate to that feeling but My situation isn’t as bad as yours is


Life is genuinely so Fucked for anyone who gets unlucky Im reminded of this shit everyday And even when your life is already bad theres always the chance it will get worse and normally it does for people like all of us
Its Like a hole you keep falling deeper into forever
you’ll think its bad at one point but you only have further to sink from there

 

[Friezacel]

im sorry

 

[parzival]

Brutal

 

[Lonelyus]

So who will write your .is posts?

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Brutal

 

[TooSomething]

I guess I would rope in that case. I guess.

I can't imagine a world where I can't at least play the Spyro trilogy on my own... .

 

[TooSomething]

So who will write your .is posts?

I guess he might as well sign out forever once he can barely see.

To me it would be like dying. It's like turning off the TV forever and staring at a black screen.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

I have perfect vision so I can't test it out, but try sungazing during sunrise and sundown, it's supposed to help. Probably a scam though, but you have nothing to lose.

 

[Praetorian Kanga]

Brutal

 

[DutchCel01]

Brutal brocel. Losing your vision (and with that basically every cope) is beyond brutal. I hope you are okay.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I've been diagnosed with an eye disease about two years ago, i'm losing my sight gradually

Can't you get surgery or something?

 

[Mistake]

 

[Grodd]

Fucking brutal man

 

[sota]

heartbreaking shit im so sorry man

 

[curryboy420]

Use antimony eye liner like the prophet used to they say it helps eyesight and cures eye problems

 

[Emba]

I'm so sorry. There is light at the end of the tunnel though... a train.

I would jump in front of it faster that a curry trying for a cool selfie

 

[drowningindenial]

heartbreaking shit im so sorry man

 

[Lonelyus]

I guess he might as well sign out forever once he can barely see.

To me it would be like dying. It's like turning off the TV forever and staring at a black screen.

Holy shit! Yeah it sucks.

I want to hug that man, No homo, Loosing vision would be like scary as fook so heres hugs

 

[Solid State]

That is very unfortunate. Are there any medications or treatments available to somewhat slow it down?

 

[Hoppipolla]

The father of my best friend back at school was slowly going blind but I don't know what the condition he had was.

My nan was also going blind but she was in her 90s, although she blamed the vaccine for most of her issues.

Nature can be very cruel for sure.

Sometimes alternative medicine can have answers that mainstream doesn't.

I hope things get better somehow

 

[Rottingcel]

so fucking brutal, and to think I had it difficult

 

[VλREN]

Damn

 

[notlovejoe]

Really sorry for what you dealing with i suffer from tinnitus so i know how it sucks to get one of your senses screwed slowly

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

I would jump in front of it faster that a curry trying for a cool selfie

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

That's a fate worse than death. I couldn't cope with that.

 

[Ryo_Hazuki]

Jesus...I don't even know what to say when it comes to things like this.

I hope we get AGI/ASI soon and it finds a cure for shit like this.

 

[Rain_1]

I’m sorry that this is happening to you. Life sucks dick.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

That's devastating man

 

[Emba]

I would learn sign language just in case I met a blind gal

 

[_meh]

One of the most important senses being taken away from you.

Sorry OP.