I CBA going for my walk everyday andgoing to my mum's house to see my "family". I am just gonna play my games in my council flat and order food once a day when I feel more hungry. And I'll probably only smoke 3 joints a day max now. Its become very mentally tiring to deal with people who hate me everyday. I give up on this society. I wish I could just die but I am too much of a coward to do it without nembutal or helium tank. And even those can go wrong. I really hate this life. I just want to go man.
