BrettyBoy
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I’m physically and mentally exhausted.
Lack of motivation to do anything I enjoy because of feeling too depressed to even bother, loss of appetite, simple tasks are too much effort due to feeling too shitty. I’m just completely dead inside.
You know that feeling when you think things are starting to look up, just to then soon see that that is far from the truth? Yeah, that feeling, I get that feeling sometimes and then it’s back to stage 1 of feeling deeply fucked up.
Personal problems really can physically and mentally fuck a man up the point where you‘re just fucked beyond repair.
Mornings are where I feel the most fucked up, I’m definitely not a morning person, especially with feeling all this emotional decay in the mix. Something as simple as making as coffee is too much effort for me in the morning due to feeling so down so I just make a coffee and leave it over night and then drink it in the morning because I get caffeine withdrawals if I miss my morning coffee and no way do I need more shit on my plate when I’m already suffering.
Lack of motivation to do anything I enjoy because of feeling too depressed to even bother, loss of appetite, simple tasks are too much effort due to feeling too shitty. I’m just completely dead inside.
You know that feeling when you think things are starting to look up, just to then soon see that that is far from the truth? Yeah, that feeling, I get that feeling sometimes and then it’s back to stage 1 of feeling deeply fucked up.
Personal problems really can physically and mentally fuck a man up the point where you‘re just fucked beyond repair.
Mornings are where I feel the most fucked up, I’m definitely not a morning person, especially with feeling all this emotional decay in the mix. Something as simple as making as coffee is too much effort for me in the morning due to feeling so down so I just make a coffee and leave it over night and then drink it in the morning because I get caffeine withdrawals if I miss my morning coffee and no way do I need more shit on my plate when I’m already suffering.