Venting I'm doomed

[Bane6]

Right now, I'm not doing anything, but that'll have to end soon. My mom forces me to do something, either study or work, and honestly, I don't want to do anything... But I'll have to. For now, I won't work because if I do, my only options are miserable minimum wage jobs, where I have to be social the whole day. I was in college for a short time before, but I dropped out. I guess now I'll have to go back... Which is driving me crazy. I don't know if I can handle spending years there surrounded by normies. I am mentalcel so i'm going to suffer there, which is precisely why I dropped out last time, I'm fucked!

I'd like to be a NEET forever and be a parasite living off the government and normies, living free and paying whores... But unfortunately, I live in a repulsive third world shithole, and that option isn't available to me.
Honestly, I have no motivation for anything, no purpose, and I don't like anything, so I don't know what the hell I am going to do with my life.
The rope option becomes more tempting with each passing day, but I don't think I have the courage or the means to do it either. I wish I had a shotgun to swallow a bullet.

 

[Justin Mohns]

dont kill urself, just try to save up money and try to do something where u can make a little bit of ur own money without working too hard

 

[RealSchizo]

banecels mog me

 

[Animecel2D]

brutal shit

every incel should be entitled to become a neet. Fuck working and studying for this rotten society

 

[Poindexter]

Don't kill yourself

You can't let the foids and normies win

 

[Bane6]

You can't let the foids and normies win

You're right about that.