Serious I'm disgusted by my flesh

[Deleted member 8353]

Is anyone else disgusted by their body?

Whenever I think about what I actually am, what my body consists of, I feel immediate revulsion. Between the skin, tendons, internal organs(especially this), blood, saliva, and hair, I feel like Frankenstein's Monster or something you might find in one of Lovecraft's writings. I'm rotting meat who ironically eats other meat in the same situation. I'm squishy menagerie of vile parts, and most feelings come from their discomfort.

Why do we exist this way?

It happens pretty often that I'll think about what I actually am, how it is that I'm present at all, and I'll usually begin to feel light headed. I wish that I didn't have a physical body, or that my body was made of something hard and sterile, not flesh.

 

[Cuyen]

I dont know man but if you overthink about your body it is really disguisting indeed

 

[Insomniac]

I thought I was the only one who felt this way...lol.

Yeah, the human body is disgusting. I try not to think about it but occasionally it will just pop up in my mind and stop me from eating.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I try not to think about it but occasionally it will just pop up in my mind and stop me from eating.

Usually I just focus on how eating makes me feel, rather than the process of digestion. For me though the strongest feeling surrounding this isn't just the disgust, it's equally the feeling of unreality, this sort of surreal and eerie feeling whenever I think about it.

 

[i_a_m_i]

I get that feeling sometimes. In the past it bothered me a lot, but not so much anymore.

 

[Ritalincel]

try concerta

 

[voiceoftreason]

And to think this is the best nature has to offer. It's the feeling of being stuck in a fleshy prison that makes me cringe at myself, I have no idea how I can be comfortable sitting next to someone who pisses, shits and vomits at almost every interval of their life, I don't know how they could be comfortable sitting next to me either as I do the same. I'm guessing you also have a problem with babies OP?

 

[Deleted member 12355]

I don't let it bother me as it's not a problem I can solve. I do get those moments when I ponder existence and think to myself "what the fuck" and start feeling lightheaded as if my consciousness is slipping away from me though. I'm looking forward to death

 

[Deleted member 8353]

And to think this is the best nature has to offer. It's the feeling of being stuck in a fleshy prison that makes me cringe at myself, I have no idea how I can be comfortable sitting next to someone who pisses, shits and vomits at almost every interval of their life, I don't know how they could be comfortable sitting next to me either as I do the same.

Yeah I hate being like this, it's one more reason why I like to be totally distracted by copes, then I forget about the nature of my existence.

I'm guessing you also have a problem with babies OP?

A problem with the idea of procreating, or with babies themselves? If the former, yes, I would never do it myself, even if I weren't incel. If you mean the latter, then really no more than the problem I have with the bodies of adults.

 

[GowkBird]

Is anyone else disgusted by their body?

Me, by the way it looks. Not because I don't like my entrails.

 

[Insomniac]

I'm looking forward to death

 

[Ritalincel]

> le you are not special or unique bro! You're made of le same decaying organic matter as everyone else. DEATH IS LE GREAT EQUALISER MAN!

 

[RollD20]

I want to ascend as a ethereal being.

 

[YoungCurryCell]

This proves 2D > 3D. Human bodies are disgusting I wish I was an eternal god instead.

 

[Deleted member 265]

> le you are not special or unique bro! You're made of le same decaying organic matter as everyone else. DEATH IS LE GREAT EQUALISER MAN!

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equalizes me

 

[Deleted member 12355]

> le you are not special or unique bro! You're made of le same decaying organic matter as everyone else. DEATH IS LE GREAT EQUALISER MAN!

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tbh...

 

[Ritalincel]

equalizes me

 

[Insomniac]

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ngl but my face can look like that when I’m thirsty and get a glass of water

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

> le you are not special or unique bro! You're made of le same decaying organic matter as everyone else. DEATH IS LE GREAT EQUALISER MAN!

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Cucks me

 

[Adversor]

while coping in your room millions of organisms are crawling over your skin, feasting on your nasty skinflakes. You just have to point a microscope at any part of the human body to see how disgusting we are.

 

[Damo the incel]

 

[Deleted member 16455]

im disgusted I was born curry. I look at my hand and its shitskinned

 

[Deleted member 8353]

This proves 2D > 3D.

tbh