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Black Saint Art
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- Sep 30, 2019
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I used to always try to be popular and liked by everyone, using machiavellian strategies as a kid without even knowing about them.
I finally realized that normies, the mainstream will never accept or like me because I'm ugly and non-NT.
I'm writing this mostly to map out my new life, but I believe many users here could learn something in this post to escape the cult that is western society.
I'm completely unplugging from bluepilled society.
Social:
I cut contact with every person I ever knew, except for my family, I will cut contact with them once I have the money to live on my own.
They have always been a massive detriment to my life, poisoning my body with unhealthy food and poisoning my mind with their bluepilled memes.
They made my life worse in so many ways, and soyciety tries to keep me with them by saying bs how you must respect your parents.
I won't socialize or make any effort in seeing any people with normie traits. If I must be alone for the rest of my life, so be it.
True friendship doesn't exist and everyone is just looking out for himself. Every relationship is transactional, unconditional love doesn't exist.
I don't compromise myself for this women worshipping soycult anymore.
I have realized that women will never find me attractive, the sex from betabuxxing isn't good enough also. So the only way for me to fulfill my sexual needs is through rape and escorts. I won't break the law but I will make use of legal loopholes like every succesful man.
I will make use of my countries legal escort services once I get my money right.
Health:
I only go outside when it's dark. Since I live in a safe area, I can enjoy the outsides without degenerates bothering me.
I get vitamin D by sitting near an open window at home when the sun is set just right.
I get healthy groceries through the internet. I get water from the tap, sipping through my steel bottle. I don't drink any beverages except water, tea and coffee.
For excersise I do HIIT 3 times a week on a stationary bike and go running 3 times a week when it's dark outside. When I have the money, I will buy barbells and dumbbells to lift. Public gyms are absolute cancer and I won't ever step foot in one again.
Money:
I still NEET in my parents' home so I'm finding away to make money through the Internet, without leaving my room.
I minimize expenses by not paying for any media or consumerist bullshit. I know quality sites to 'borrow' every program, music, book. vidya I might ever want. I don't pay for anything that is available digitally.
The only expenses I have are maintainance things like rent, groceries but also technical equipment for my money making and quality drugs / nootropics.
This drastically cuts down the money I need, since I'm not brainwashed by the capatalist memes anymore, I don't need to make much money.
I used to buy clothes, but then I realized my face ruins every cool outfit I might wear, so I only wear black, dark green, grey now. Since I don't meet people anymore, I only have to look good for myself.
Pastime:
I'm building a strong pc to work and play vidya with. I only plan on playing based vidya and will abstain from normieshit like Fortnite, LoL, etc
I abstain from every soyshit bluepilled vidya like Borderlands 3, Horizon Zero Dawn etc. No more fake strong female leads, no more cuck shit, I won't expose myself to this social brainwashing.
I have no normies to influence me on my media choices, so I can casually enjoy the most based art ever created, without degenerates telling me I'm weird for liking it.
I don't go on Reddit, Instagram or any other of these bluepilled deliberately addicting sites anymore. I don't read YouTube comments, I don't watch normie videos.
I create art for myself, working on my audio production skills but also on my video production. It's a good outlet for emotional trauma.
I constantly learn new things and try to keep my mind sharp, I've seen firsthand what passive 24/7 media consumption does to you, I try to actively improve my brain and exposing it to new ideas. I 'borrow' courses on every skill I might want to learn.
I finally realized that normies, the mainstream will never accept or like me because I'm ugly and non-NT.
I'm writing this mostly to map out my new life, but I believe many users here could learn something in this post to escape the cult that is western society.
I'm completely unplugging from bluepilled society.
Social:
I cut contact with every person I ever knew, except for my family, I will cut contact with them once I have the money to live on my own.
They have always been a massive detriment to my life, poisoning my body with unhealthy food and poisoning my mind with their bluepilled memes.
They made my life worse in so many ways, and soyciety tries to keep me with them by saying bs how you must respect your parents.
I won't socialize or make any effort in seeing any people with normie traits. If I must be alone for the rest of my life, so be it.
True friendship doesn't exist and everyone is just looking out for himself. Every relationship is transactional, unconditional love doesn't exist.
I don't compromise myself for this women worshipping soycult anymore.
I have realized that women will never find me attractive, the sex from betabuxxing isn't good enough also. So the only way for me to fulfill my sexual needs is through rape and escorts. I won't break the law but I will make use of legal loopholes like every succesful man.
I will make use of my countries legal escort services once I get my money right.
Health:
I only go outside when it's dark. Since I live in a safe area, I can enjoy the outsides without degenerates bothering me.
I get vitamin D by sitting near an open window at home when the sun is set just right.
I get healthy groceries through the internet. I get water from the tap, sipping through my steel bottle. I don't drink any beverages except water, tea and coffee.
For excersise I do HIIT 3 times a week on a stationary bike and go running 3 times a week when it's dark outside. When I have the money, I will buy barbells and dumbbells to lift. Public gyms are absolute cancer and I won't ever step foot in one again.
Money:
I still NEET in my parents' home so I'm finding away to make money through the Internet, without leaving my room.
I minimize expenses by not paying for any media or consumerist bullshit. I know quality sites to 'borrow' every program, music, book. vidya I might ever want. I don't pay for anything that is available digitally.
The only expenses I have are maintainance things like rent, groceries but also technical equipment for my money making and quality drugs / nootropics.
This drastically cuts down the money I need, since I'm not brainwashed by the capatalist memes anymore, I don't need to make much money.
I used to buy clothes, but then I realized my face ruins every cool outfit I might wear, so I only wear black, dark green, grey now. Since I don't meet people anymore, I only have to look good for myself.
Pastime:
I'm building a strong pc to work and play vidya with. I only plan on playing based vidya and will abstain from normieshit like Fortnite, LoL, etc
I abstain from every soyshit bluepilled vidya like Borderlands 3, Horizon Zero Dawn etc. No more fake strong female leads, no more cuck shit, I won't expose myself to this social brainwashing.
I have no normies to influence me on my media choices, so I can casually enjoy the most based art ever created, without degenerates telling me I'm weird for liking it.
I don't go on Reddit, Instagram or any other of these bluepilled deliberately addicting sites anymore. I don't read YouTube comments, I don't watch normie videos.
I create art for myself, working on my audio production skills but also on my video production. It's a good outlet for emotional trauma.
I constantly learn new things and try to keep my mind sharp, I've seen firsthand what passive 24/7 media consumption does to you, I try to actively improve my brain and exposing it to new ideas. I 'borrow' courses on every skill I might want to learn.
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