TheNEET
mentally crippled by sleepoverless teen years
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I've consumed 0.5 l of pure vodka (40% ABV) and I was supposed to drunkpost, but I don't feel drunk enough.
Yeah, I feel a little more relaxed than usual, but it's not enough. This was supposed to be a cope, but I feel even worse than usual. I wish I had access to psychodelics, but all I'm left with is a shitty depressant, because the drug laws in my country are insane. How am I supposed to cope, everything's too boring.
I envy those who can get shitfaced easily, my Slavic genes made it hard. Even a ton of alcohol is just a muscle relaxant for me. I thought I'd be rolling on the floor at this point, but I do the same stuff I do all the time, but I'm feeling a little lazier than usual - that's it, I guess.
Yeah, I feel a little more relaxed than usual, but it's not enough. This was supposed to be a cope, but I feel even worse than usual. I wish I had access to psychodelics, but all I'm left with is a shitty depressant, because the drug laws in my country are insane. How am I supposed to cope, everything's too boring.
I envy those who can get shitfaced easily, my Slavic genes made it hard. Even a ton of alcohol is just a muscle relaxant for me. I thought I'd be rolling on the floor at this point, but I do the same stuff I do all the time, but I'm feeling a little lazier than usual - that's it, I guess.