Venting I'm completely fucking insane

[incelerated]

I swear I'm totally fucking insane. The things I do and the amount of time I spend obsessed with stuff and the way I spend money. I'm just so fucking retarded in every way.
I'm so sick I'm so fucking sick of not being normal. Fuck this shitty fucking life. They should just fucking pay me neetbux and let me rot in my own fucking shit.

 

[FamilyGuy1999]

 

[SoloAlex]

Cope. You are just ugly

 

[SoloAlex]

And lonely

 

[FamilyGuy1999]

tell that fucking mad deranged sick head schizo to take his meds

@incelerated should take her/their meds

 

[incelerated]

I diagnose myself as having moderate adhd and high ocd + anxiety + depression + severe social anxiety.

 

[incelerated]

New copypasta

Fuck you it's a vent I'm going crazy from how crazy I am bitch.

 

[FamilyGuy1999]

Fuck you it's a vent I'm going crazy from how gay and jewish I am bitch.

@Broly can relate.

 

[incelerated]

I have severe OCD.
My mind always has to be thinking hard about something.
Recently I can't even sit somewhere and enjoy a TV show or something. I have to be always on PC and always doing something retarded like coding or learning something. But that's no good because I always forget stuff because I do everything half assed and jump from one thing to another. I have no focus. I just want to keep my brain super busy all the time. It's also because I want to forget the existential dread.
A few days ago I thought about the future for a minute and I felt like throwing up from the stress.
It's really fucked up.

 

[incelerated]

I'm fucked up and I'm fucking up myself even more.