Things have been getting worse for me.
It's the loneliness.
I have no friends and no family. My friends eventually disappeared, and my family dislike me.
My social skills are in the gutter. I go into flight mode automatically when I even consider asking someone something. I just come off as defective, stunted and weird. I genuinely feel like an alien, like I do not belong here. This world seems like a pitstop.
I actually like being alone, although, I'd like to be able to meet up with a girlfriend for a few hours every now and then.
Things are so bad that I genuinely don't care about sex, which is ironic since that's what inceldom centres around. I just want to walk around the city with a girl for several hours and just talk to her without paying.
I actually have the ability to 'get over' my inceldom, but there are two things that make this impossible:
1. Seeing attractive girls everywhere: every time I go outside, I see so many girls I'd love to be with.
2. Couples: I feel so sad and envious when I see this. It hurts extra when the female is exactly my type.
The solution to this would be to not go outside. But that's not possible; I have to go to work, and staying inside too much makes me go mad. I have to go outside for a walk and get some air for my own sanity.
My copes don't work. Every time I'm enjoying a hobby/interest, I say to myself, 'This would be more enjoyable if I had a girlfriend'. It's like a loop. I also see right through copes, as I'm aware they're just supposed to distract me from the pain of being an incel, not because I wholeheartedly enjoy doing them.
I'm also concerned about the damages both psychologically and physically this state has done to me.
It's the loneliness.
I have no friends and no family. My friends eventually disappeared, and my family dislike me.
My social skills are in the gutter. I go into flight mode automatically when I even consider asking someone something. I just come off as defective, stunted and weird. I genuinely feel like an alien, like I do not belong here. This world seems like a pitstop.
I actually like being alone, although, I'd like to be able to meet up with a girlfriend for a few hours every now and then.
Things are so bad that I genuinely don't care about sex, which is ironic since that's what inceldom centres around. I just want to walk around the city with a girl for several hours and just talk to her without paying.
I actually have the ability to 'get over' my inceldom, but there are two things that make this impossible:
1. Seeing attractive girls everywhere: every time I go outside, I see so many girls I'd love to be with.
2. Couples: I feel so sad and envious when I see this. It hurts extra when the female is exactly my type.
The solution to this would be to not go outside. But that's not possible; I have to go to work, and staying inside too much makes me go mad. I have to go outside for a walk and get some air for my own sanity.
My copes don't work. Every time I'm enjoying a hobby/interest, I say to myself, 'This would be more enjoyable if I had a girlfriend'. It's like a loop. I also see right through copes, as I'm aware they're just supposed to distract me from the pain of being an incel, not because I wholeheartedly enjoy doing them.
I'm also concerned about the damages both psychologically and physically this state has done to me.
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