Venting I'm at my limit

[incelerated]

I'm pretty much at my very limit.
The amount of pain and frustration that I'm going through every single day is simply unbearable.

There is no amount of cope that can compensate for this. I bought multiple copes that I wanted for a long time recently and I don't feel anything. Not to mention almost all of them turned out to be disappointing as well.

And on top of that everything keeps getting worse. My body is more painful, my brain is duller, It's hard to learn new things, I can't memorize anything at all, my hair gets thinner and thinner, my mood and self confidence gets worse and worse. Work is getting worse. I changed my job in hopes for a better job but it's actually worse. 12 extremely stressful and tiring hours a day. Economy getting worse. None of my investments are paying off even tho I diversified a lot and I'm actually in red. Parents getting older and weaker and more annoying. Face getting uglier and I'm actually getting shorter too somehow. I'm turning fucking 33 soon. Without having ever ever fucking EVER even sent a flirty text to a girl let alone touch or date.

Every goddamn time, and I swear it every goddamn time I see heart emojis and love emojis in the keyboard I think to myself "one day I'll send this to someone, one day someone will send this to me". Every goddamn time I swear to God for more than a decade man, I've been wishing and daydreaming about once just fucking once sending a heart emoji to a girl but that day hasn't yet come and I'm 33. It's breaking me man. Guys it's breaking me I swear I can't take this shit anymore.

This absolute hell of a life is unfathomable.

There's so much a human can take. There is so much false hope someone can give himself. And I'm at its fucking limit rn. I'm at my goddamn fucking limit.

 

[VitaminS]

Felt this my whole life. Over it now.

 

[TrueGlassesCel]

I'm pretty much at my very limit.
The amount of pain and frustration that I'm going through every single day is simply unbearable.

There is no amount of cope that can compensate for this. I bought multiple copes that I wanted for a long time recently and I don't feel anything. Not to mention almost all of them turned out to be disappointing as well.

And on top of that everything keeps getting worse. My body is more painful, my brain is duller, It's hard to learn new things, I can't memorize anything at all, my hair gets thinner and thinner, my mood and self confidence gets worse and worse. Work is getting worse. I changed my job in hopes for a better job but it's actually worse. 12 extremely stressful and tiring hours a day. Economy getting worse. None of my investments are paying off even tho I diversified a lot and I'm actually in red. Parents getting older and weaker and more annoying. Face getting uglier and I'm actually getting shorter too somehow. I'm turning fucking 33 soon. Without having ever ever fucking EVER even sent a flirty text to a girl let alone touch or date.

This absolute hell of a life is unfathomable.

There's so much a human can take. There is so much false hope someone can give himself. And I'm at its fucking limit rn. I'm at my goddamn fucking limit.

how old are you?

 

[Max Doltman]

oh almost 33yo. im older its shit. some say it gets better but im not seeing it.

 

[TrueGlassesCel]

Felt this my whole life. Over it now.
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communism is the solution and harcore alcholism

 

[zerozerozero]

you should get a cat or a dog

 

[FrothySolutions]

Did something happen recently to trigger making this post?

 

[incelerated]

Did something happen recently to trigger making this post?

Yes my shitty fucking new job, and the shitty new expensive chair that still hurts my back and my new monitor that hurts my eyes and a hundred more things.

 

[FrothySolutions]

Yes my shitty fucking new job, and the shitty new expensive chair that still hurts my back and my new monitor that hurts my eyes and a hundred more things.

Did something recently happen at your new job?

 

[Simba]

I’m here for ya, buddy.

What a fool I was for thinking adulthood would be so amazing as a kid.

 

[incelerated]

Did something recently happen at your new job?

Yes workload gets higher and higher every day and I have to stay longer and longer, and they have also changed the start time to 7.30 which means I need to get up at 5.30AM and get home at 7.30PM and I'm sure as hell gonna quit if shit stays this way. Also they give all the shitty jobs to me cause I'm too shy.

 

[VλREN]

Same brothER


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(Mods add a lambda symbol to my name)

 

[saddoomer]

what is your job if I may ask ?

 

[Fifita]

Only known a existence of cruelty

 

[Snhook]

catastrophically brutal

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

catastrophically brutal

Rest will help.

 

[incelerated]

what is your job if I may ask ?

Accountant (one of the lowest office jobs in shitran)

 

[saddoomer]

I want to talk you because I feel the same man

 

[CopingForBrutality]

Relatable, feeling like this too, I'm not as strong as I used to be, everything is draining and life feels empty. You become used to new things that you experience and nothing really feels good in the end, I don't think experiencing a romantic partner will fix this for me either, it's too long overdue and I've become way too used to the lonesome situation, besides it'll become used to at the end just like the new things you bought for copes. Days are spent grinding useless codemonkey garbage, have no energy to do anything else, it's a never-ending cycle of monotony and despair. Does the new job at least pay way more?

 

[Repulsive123]

yep, its only going to get worse.

 

[Abacaxi14]

Stay strong brocel.

 

[Alone75]

I remember my 30s were even worse than my 20s. A total wasteland, the longer things carry the same the more over it is. I feel like time is digging me a hole deeper and deeper and more mental damage is being inflicted.

Online dating is useless also, I got some Asian women matches but they were either bots or scammers [JBW is bullshit for ugly/poor/old incels] . There is no way out for some of us, I wish I had a solution.

 

[Destroyed lonely]

 

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

Damn, you aren't working physical work, but it still sounds like a dystopian nightmare. It's not stopping, pressure is just building up. Not owning property and not being able to LDAR is a rope sentence.
If my educationmaxx and jobmaxx don't work out, that means I will be working with aggresive copers on a construction sites on outskirts of cities like Belgrade or Novi Sad. Imagine laying blocks for a flat you will never be able to afford while chad boss is yelling like a fucking caveman.
What country are you from, brocel?

 

[gymcellragefuel]

Extremely brutal. I can’t imagine lasting till 33 an incel.

 

[Destroyed lonely]

 

[Emba]

Limits me

 

[VitaminS]

communism is the solution and harcore alcholism

Communism is the problem

 

[incel god]

im sorry you are going through hell.

 

[sinclair_silence]

you are truly strong to have made it this far, i am only in college and it is still extremely brutal. i can't imagine being incel past 30, even 25 is scary

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

I'm pretty much at my very limit.
The amount of pain and frustration that I'm going through every single day is simply unbearable.

There is no amount of cope that can compensate for this. I bought multiple copes that I wanted for a long time recently and I don't feel anything. Not to mention almost all of them turned out to be disappointing as well.

And on top of that everything keeps getting worse. My body is more painful, my brain is duller, It's hard to learn new things, I can't memorize anything at all, my hair gets thinner and thinner, my mood and self confidence gets worse and worse. Work is getting worse. I changed my job in hopes for a better job but it's actually worse. 12 extremely stressful and tiring hours a day. Economy getting worse. None of my investments are paying off even tho I diversified a lot and I'm actually in red. Parents getting older and weaker and more annoying. Face getting uglier and I'm actually getting shorter too somehow. I'm turning fucking 33 soon. Without having ever ever fucking EVER even sent a flirty text to a girl let alone touch or date.

Every goddamn time, and I swear it every goddamn time I see heart emojis and love emojis in the keyboard I think to myself "one day I'll send this to someone, one day someone will send this to me". Every goddamn time I swear to God for more than a decade man, I've been wishing and daydreaming about once just fucking once sending a heart emoji to a girl but that day hasn't yet come and I'm 33. It's breaking me man. Guys it's breaking me I swear I can't take this shit anymore.

This absolute hell of a life is unfathomable.

There's so much a human can take. There is so much false hope someone can give himself. And I'm at its fucking limit rn. I'm at my goddamn fucking limit.

I'm sorry you're suffering so much brocel

 

[MisfitPerson]

Sorry to hear your pain bro.
Women just dont want us.
We really should move on I guess...(idk)

 

[ForeverGrey]

n, I've been wishing and daydreaming about once just fucking once sending a heart emoji to a girl but that day hasn't yet come and I'm 33.

Holy shit dude, it’s not happening. I don’t mean to sound disheartening, but even if it did, it’d be too late, you’d just get reminded of how much you’d missed out on. I’m no way near my 30s and I’ve already given up on such juvenile fantasies (not that I’ve ever even fantasized about emojis in the first place).

Just let it go.

 

[juzotrashmen]

and be ready because in this world and in this hell it's always get worse, we don't choose about the things we want in this world is for that reason we are here, for try to expres the things that the other ones doesn´t to hear, like the song, "death in a greenpoint", but be strong, i guess you can jump to sky when you want to be free, when you want to feel that magic of be a bird but without wings, i dont tell you about end yourself, you want a message? it´s doesn´t matter now. only try the things, but remember, the rope it´s the best lover

 

[FrenchSandNigger]

And on top of that everything keeps getting worse. My body is more painful, my brain is duller, It's hard to learn new things, I can't memorize anything at all, my hair gets thinner and thinner, my mood and self confidence gets worse and worse.

Bro, are you using porn a lot ?

 

[SteelCentaur]

Every goddamn time I swear to God for more than a decade man, I've been wishing and daydreaming about once just fucking once sending a heart emoji to a girl but that day hasn't yet come and I'm 33.

Just send unsolicited heart emojis theory.

 

[incelerated]

Bro, are you using porn a lot ?

Yes

 

[FrenchSandNigger]

Yes

No wonder why, all the thing you cited are probably caused by porn and masturbation


I know because I had this symptoms for a very long time, still have because I relapse a lot.
But when I tried nofap for 3 month, the only time I have succeed, I felt very different, almost sharp memory, felt intelligent for the first time in a very long time, my hair stopped to drop, less tired , more happiness because my dopamine receptors where healed, which mean my serotonin was healed too, thing that didn't made me laugh before started to be really funny, like these stuff normies laught at on social media.

People will say nofap is a cope but it's work, do not except getting woman with it but it will at least improve your health.

 

[incelerated]

No wonder why, all the thing you cited are probably caused by porn and masturbation


I know because I had this symptoms for a very long time, still have because I relapse a lot.
But when I tried nofap for 3 month, the only time I have succeed, I felt very different, almost sharp memory, felt intelligent for the first time in a very long time, my hair stopped to drop, less tired , more happiness because my dopamine receptors where healed, which mean my serotonin was healed too, thing that didn't made me laugh before started to be really funny, like these stuff normies laught at on social media.

People will say nofap is a cope but it's work, do not except getting woman with it but it will at least improve your health.

I have experienced the exact same thing but correlation does not mean causation.

The reason you are able to go through with nofap in certain periods is BECAUSE you are mentally better. It's the nofap that is caused by your good mental and physical health condition not the other way around.

I've never been able to maintain nofap for more than a few days when I've been in a bad place mentally.

Still I might be wrong but in either case I have found that nofap is impossible.

 

[incelerated]

You don't deserve any of this, be strong, you have no idea how much empathy i feel for you

Thank you brocel

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

fuckıng soyciety makes incel wageslaves FUCKOING LIMITTT AAA FUCKING GODDAMN DESTROY THE EARTH NOW !!

I JUST WORK
I JUST WORK IA AM FUCKING ROBOT

 

[megac3l]

I'm pretty much at my very limit.
The amount of pain and frustration that I'm going through every single day is simply unbearable.

There is no amount of cope that can compensate for this. I bought multiple copes that I wanted for a long time recently and I don't feel anything. Not to mention almost all of them turned out to be disappointing as well.

And on top of that everything keeps getting worse. My body is more painful, my brain is duller, It's hard to learn new things, I can't memorize anything at all, my hair gets thinner and thinner, my mood and self confidence gets worse and worse. Work is getting worse. I changed my job in hopes for a better job but it's actually worse. 12 extremely stressful and tiring hours a day. Economy getting worse. None of my investments are paying off even tho I diversified a lot and I'm actually in red. Parents getting older and weaker and more annoying. Face getting uglier and I'm actually getting shorter too somehow. I'm turning fucking 33 soon. Without having ever ever fucking EVER even sent a flirty text to a girl let alone touch or date.

Every goddamn time, and I swear it every goddamn time I see heart emojis and love emojis in the keyboard I think to myself "one day I'll send this to someone, one day someone will send this to me". Every goddamn time I swear to God for more than a decade man, I've been wishing and daydreaming about once just fucking once sending a heart emoji to a girl but that day hasn't yet come and I'm 33. It's breaking me man. Guys it's breaking me I swear I can't take this shit anymore.

This absolute hell of a life is unfathomable.

There's so much a human can take. There is so much false hope someone can give himself. And I'm at its fucking limit rn. I'm at my goddamn fucking limit.

I'm 20 and feeling like this rn. I don't even know how you made it to 33, that's honestly commendable.

I'm just gonna gamble my life savings soon, if I lose it all then whatever, not like my QoL is gonna change