SuicideFuel I'm an autist

[twascilk99]

Matter of time until i say/do something weird when i talk to people. It's always like this. I can try my very hardest, but i just can't talk to a person like a normal human being, it's like walking on thin ice. It might be fine the first time we exchange a few words, but it's always, without fail, ending up with me saying something retarded.

An example to picture the scale of my autism (it's off the charts):

i told my 12 year old classmate, who pointed at a woman in the school corridor saying it's her grandma "i can tell because she has your ugly mouth".

And my classmate cried.

It was after about idk, 30 seconds, that i realised what i said and what even happened. I know this was long ago, but it didn't get much better.

I am that autistic.

I fail almost every interaction with people.

Oh, and don't get me wrong. I'm 2/10 khhv 23 year old.

 

[hollowcel]

it's over

 

[Med Amine]

most of us here are autistic or on the spectrum . i myself when i walk on the street start to shed some cries without controling it .it just happens
i can't control it .that's life fuck it

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

That’s not autism, you’re just a retard who can’t think before he speaks.

 

[twascilk99]

That’s not autism, you’re just a retard who can’t think before he speaks.

That wouldn't explain me always being top of my class and a stemcel now.

I wish i was a retard, i'd be on neetbuxx right now.

And happier for sure.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

That wouldn't explain me always being top of my class and a stemcel now.

I wish i was a retard, i'd be on neetbuxx right now.

And happier for sure.

You don’t need to think before you speak to get good grades.

 

[twascilk99]

You don’t need to think before you speak to get good grades.

Thanks for having faith in me not being an autist.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Thanks for having faith in me not being an autist.

You could still be an autist, as I am. But you gotta learn to shut your mouth, think, and then speak. Most the time for autists it’s best to keep our mouths shut.