Incline
You’re one who has to choose to live. No one else.
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- May 1, 2019
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I woke up 5 hours ago.
I have done nothing today. Just as I have done pretty much nothing for the last 5 years of my life. Every day I have off work I just do nothing. I consume time. I waste it. I get nothing done, ever. I can sit here all day, circle around the same 10 websites on the internet looking for something to consume just to kill my time. I have no drive or passion for anything, everything I ever tried to get good at in the past I was mediocre at best. Gaming? Music? Art? I tried to explore my 'passions' but more time I put in the more I realized just how useless I am. There is nothing I am good at. I have no goals or any direction in life.
I am just chilling in this river called life and letting the water current dictate what happens next. I do not resist, I just let things happen, I don't even know what I am doing most of the time I just let life carry me wherever. I have no idea what I want from life. I am pretty much dead inside. That is all.
I have done nothing today. Just as I have done pretty much nothing for the last 5 years of my life. Every day I have off work I just do nothing. I consume time. I waste it. I get nothing done, ever. I can sit here all day, circle around the same 10 websites on the internet looking for something to consume just to kill my time. I have no drive or passion for anything, everything I ever tried to get good at in the past I was mediocre at best. Gaming? Music? Art? I tried to explore my 'passions' but more time I put in the more I realized just how useless I am. There is nothing I am good at. I have no goals or any direction in life.
I am just chilling in this river called life and letting the water current dictate what happens next. I do not resist, I just let things happen, I don't even know what I am doing most of the time I just let life carry me wherever. I have no idea what I want from life. I am pretty much dead inside. That is all.





