Oroborus
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I don't believe some of the outlandish stuff alot of incels believe, such as that women do not deserve rights, that the government "owes" us a girlfriend, or that women somehow are eugenists who want to wipe out any man who isn't a supermodel type of guy. I also don't blame women, or society as a whole, for my problems, though I do wish some stuff would change. I also find it pretty disgusting how some incels condone violence against women or any other individual appalling. Wether it be praising a mass shooter, or encourage an individual to rape a woman. Honestly, I have to wonder how these types of people would be if they were born super good looking(alot of incels are actually decent looking guys who just have poor self image).
But anyhow, I do identify as an Incel who just doesn't hate women. I have alot of self hatred for myself for multiple reasons. Such as my performance academically at college, the fact that I am still a virgin at age 19 and have never had a girlfriend, and that up until recently, I didn't have a social life and didn't get to experience many things that most highschool kids did(prom, homecoming, strong social circle etc.) I personally don't think that I am that bad looking of a person, as multiple people have remarked to me that I am a solid looking guy and I have been called cute a few times before. But I also still suffer from a receding hairline at age 19, though I am on treatment for it, I still hate it and feel like girls notice it from a fucking mile away. I also still have some acne scaring which I am trying to handle. I also am about average height and am skinny though I am trying to get into shape. I suffer from depression and anxiety, which is genetic in my family apparently, and a family member of mine in the past actually committed suicide.
Overall, I sometimes fell pretty awful about myself and pretty depressed at times.
But anyhow, I do identify as an Incel who just doesn't hate women. I have alot of self hatred for myself for multiple reasons. Such as my performance academically at college, the fact that I am still a virgin at age 19 and have never had a girlfriend, and that up until recently, I didn't have a social life and didn't get to experience many things that most highschool kids did(prom, homecoming, strong social circle etc.) I personally don't think that I am that bad looking of a person, as multiple people have remarked to me that I am a solid looking guy and I have been called cute a few times before. But I also still suffer from a receding hairline at age 19, though I am on treatment for it, I still hate it and feel like girls notice it from a fucking mile away. I also still have some acne scaring which I am trying to handle. I also am about average height and am skinny though I am trying to get into shape. I suffer from depression and anxiety, which is genetic in my family apparently, and a family member of mine in the past actually committed suicide.
Overall, I sometimes fell pretty awful about myself and pretty depressed at times.