It's Over I'm 27 but I keep dreaming of high school

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I've been dreaming of high school previously but it's getting more intense ngl. especially now that I've seen the college graduation pics of my high school oneitis (accidentally, I don't care about the bitch anymore. she got with a legit 6'5 gigachad in around grade 10 was giga suifuel. they stayed together for a few years. now she's used and discarded) it triggered me for some reason. last night I dream of myself in highschool, redpillmaxxed, puamaxxed, looksmaxxed. I am now not a complete outcast since I act low inhib 'funny' but it doesn't matter she still doesn't care, feel like a clown. I also feel old in the dream like I'm not supposed to be there. you literally can't leave high school without ascension or your whole life is permanently fucked, even my subconscious is telling me it's over. to top it off it gives me a raging hard on and anxiety every morning so I can't even do nofap. no need for porn when you dream of your past oneitises every night :feelskek:
 
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I have the exact same dreams while being of a very similar age as you.

I guess we are stuck in the past because we didn't live out our teenage years.
 
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I have the exact same dreams while being of a very similar age as you.

I guess we are stuck in the past because we didn't live out our teenage years.
 
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end shcool year ago(17 btw) but still thinks about school, damn dat was cool af
 
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I have the exact same dreams while being of a very similar age as you.

I guess we are stuck in the past because we didn't live out our teenage years.
 
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I feel you bro
if you missed developmental milestones like holding hands with a girl, getting your first kiss as a teen, having sex in high school, you're stuck in that period of your life, your mind short circuited to its current state and as a result, a broken teenager became a broken man.
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High school was the worst period of my life. I'm glad I'm done with it, I don't wanna remember that nightmare.
 
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:feelsEhh: i feel it very strange that someone has good memories about school, maybe its because i went to school in GER where school is highly unfair
 
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I've been dreaming of high school previously but it's getting more intense ngl. especially now that I've seen the college graduation pics of my high school oneitis (accidentally, I don't care about the bitch anymore. she got with a legit 6'5 gigachad in around grade 10 was giga suifuel. they stayed together for a few years. now she's used and discarded) it triggered me for some reason. last night I dream of myself in highschool, redpillmaxxed, puamaxxed, looksmaxxed. I am now not a complete outcast since I act low inhib 'funny' but it doesn't matter she still doesn't care, feel like a clown. I also feel old in the dream like I'm not supposed to be there. you literally can't leave high school without ascension or your whole life is permanently fucked, even my subconscious is telling me it's over. to top it off it gives me a raging hard on and anxiety every morning so I can't even do nofap. no need for porn when you dream of your past oneitises every night :feelskek:
Take the 17 Again Pill :feelskek:
 
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High school was the worst period of my life. I'm glad I'm done with it, I don't wanna remember that nightmare.
I'm not sure if college or high school was worse. I could cope and ldar with vidya in high school at least. all the responsibilities in college just made me want to rope, on top of the institution being dogshit
:feelsEhh: i feel it very strange that someone has good memories about school, maybe its because i went to school in GER where school is highly unfair
lol my memories are dogshit. it was pure suffering but that's not necessarily what dreams will show. anyway it was a good school with a whole lot of hot foids. that's not why I couldn't ascend :feelskek: tbh if you ascend anywhere it's there. 2/3rds of students female, with like 2/3rds of them average looking or above with a reasonable amount of stacies sprinkled in, non primitive a lot of the time too AND at least half of males incel. literally heaven for any chad or chadlite
 
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I dropped outta high school, fuck all that mess
 
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High school was the worst period of my life. I'm glad I'm done with it, I don't wanna remember that nightmare.
 
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I also have dreams about people in HS. The dreams declined but just a year ago they happened fairly often
 
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High school was the worst period of my life. I'm glad I'm done with it, I don't wanna remember that nightmare.
 
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High school was the worst period of my life. I'm glad I'm done with it, I don't wanna remember that nightmare.
 
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I have the exact same dreams while being of a very similar age as you.

I guess we are stuck in the past because we didn't live out our teenage years.
Me too. I'm 24 and I still think of high school. In fact, I dream about being accepted and having a good time. Shit.
 
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Don't worry about it. It's natural to have regrets
 
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I'm still currently in highschool and its the worst period of my life, i honestly cant wait to graduate.
 
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I guess we are stuck in the past because we didn't live out our teenage years.
Even with knowledge I have now it won’t really change my teenage years.
 
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same here

life ends with highschool bro, that's the truth
 
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Forget your teenage years, or you will never be at peace. That shit is over, for better or worse.

If you still have some unresolved shit in your psyche from then, try to reconcile your inner child.

Everyone has moved on, even your bullies. Its cruel towards yourself to dwell on that time. Do all you can to detatch from this garbage.
 
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I used to dream about the school very often, i dropped out very early.
 
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Only thing good I did in highschool was grademog everyone (humble brag)
 
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needless to say, chad doesn't have those dreams.
 
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Forget your teenage years, or you will never be at peace. That shit is over, for better or worse.

If you still have some unresolved shit in your psyche from then, try to reconcile your inner child.

Everyone has moved on, even your bullies. Its cruel towards yourself to dwell on that time. Do all you can to detatch from this garbage.
I try. and I don't even have facebook or any of that normie shit to remind me but from time to time I still think of it like anyone would :feelsrope:
 
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I've been dreaming of high school previously but it's getting more intense ngl. especially now that I've seen the college graduation pics of my high school oneitis (accidentally, I don't care about the bitch anymore. she got with a legit 6'5 gigachad in around grade 10 was giga suifuel. they stayed together for a few years. now she's used and discarded) it triggered me for some reason. last night I dream of myself in highschool, redpillmaxxed, puamaxxed, looksmaxxed. I am now not a complete outcast since I act low inhib 'funny' but it doesn't matter she still doesn't care, feel like a clown. I also feel old in the dream like I'm not supposed to be there. you literally can't leave high school without ascension or your whole life is permanently fucked, even my subconscious is telling me it's over. to top it off it gives me a raging hard on and anxiety every morning so I can't even do nofap. no need for porn when you dream of your past oneitises every night :feelskek:
yeah jestermaxxxing is useless

i feel you brocel. just today i had a dream about uni. i dreamed that i somehow forgot about an exam, didnt have any time to study and completely failed it, or something, and the foid teacher wouldn't let me do anything to make up for the grade or do another exam. this is a recurrent dream bc in uni I was depressed and did really bad, and having to still keep up with coursework and exams kinda traumatized me, bc i have these kind of dreams even 5 years later jfl
 
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Me too. I have dreams where I hang out with people I knew from high school and felt like a normal person. Then I woke up. I still remember most of their names while they definitely forgot about my existence :feelskek::feelscry:

Funny thing is I never have dreams about college the same way. College was too brutal. I guess cause high school was the last time I had felt okay even if I didn't have any friends. Hard to explain, my brain is nostalgic for those days where I was young and naive i suppose.
 
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yeah jestermaxxxing is useless

i feel you brocel. just today i had a dream about uni. i dreamed that i somehow forgot about an exam, didnt have any time to study and completely failed it, or something, and the foid teacher wouldn't let me do anything to make up for the grade or do another exam. this is a recurrent dream bc in uni I was depressed and did really bad, and having to still keep up with coursework and exams kinda traumatized me, bc i have these kind of dreams even 5 years later jfl
brutal. I stopped caring about uni after a year and dropped out eventually :feelskek: they fucked me so hard at the end of first year for no reason btw, they were just trolls screwing with students coz that made them feel powerful anyway I didn't give a fuck afterwards and I just ldar. at least I don't have those dreams now :feelscomfy:
Me too. I have dreams where I hang out with people I knew from high school and felt like a normal person. Then I woke up. I still remember most of their names while they definitely forgot about my existence :feelskek::feelscry:

Funny thing is I never have dreams about college the same way. College was too brutal. I guess cause high school was the last time I had felt okay even if I didn't have any friends. Hard to explain, my brain is nostalgic for those days where I was young and naive i suppose.
college is hard to be nostalgic for coz it's utter shit :feelscomfy:
 
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brutal. I stopped caring about uni after a year and dropped out eventually :feelskek: they fucked me so hard at the end of first year for no reason btw, they were just trolls screwing with students coz that made them feel powerful anyway I didn't give a fuck afterwards and I just ldar. at least I don't have those dreams now :feelscomfy:

college is hard to be nostalgic for coz it's utter shit :feelscomfy:
College was the first true exposure to the blackpill, as you can see hierarchy naturally sort itself out first hand without the restraints of public school. Every girl, nerdy, popular, etc. shamelessly chase after chadlites and chads. Simps and low tier normies start orbiting them. Truecels rot alone. Chad/Chadlite/High Tier Normies pumps and dumps girls every week.
 
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College was the first true exposure to the blackpill, as you can see hierarchy naturally sort itself out first hand without the restraints of public school. Every girl, nerdy, popular, etc. shamelessly chase after chadlites and chads. Simps and low tier normies start orbiting them. Truecels rot alone. Chad/Chadlite/High Tier Normies pumps and dumps girls every week.
heh, I never even seen that. place I went to was 90% guys, 70% of them incel, 50% truecel. I just rot all day tbh. at first I was motivated but I quickly realized nothing I do matters. end of 1st year was also my most brutal rejection my entire life. so yeah I kinda died in 2014 april, should've just gotten it over with for real
 
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It’s been a decade since I graduated and all I’ve done is ldar and wageslave
 
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School was the worst period of my life lmao.
 
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Same here boyo, I'm 29 but I still dream that I'm in high school with friends
 
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I've been dreaming of high school previously but it's getting more intense ngl. especially now that I've seen the college graduation pics of my high school oneitis (accidentally, I don't care about the bitch anymore. she got with a legit 6'5 gigachad in around grade 10 was giga suifuel. they stayed together for a few years. now she's used and discarded) it triggered me for some reason. last night I dream of myself in highschool, redpillmaxxed, puamaxxed, looksmaxxed. I am now not a complete outcast since I act low inhib 'funny' but it doesn't matter she still doesn't care, feel like a clown. I also feel old in the dream like I'm not supposed to be there. you literally can't leave high school without ascension or your whole life is permanently fucked, even my subconscious is telling me it's over. to top it off it gives me a raging hard on and anxiety every morning so I can't even do nofap. no need for porn when you dream of your past oneitises every night :feelskek:
Your tenis gif is so suicidefuel.
 
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I very frequently dream of middle school/high school friends as well..
 
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I would pay good money to erase my high school memories.
 
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why? balding oldcel kissing a perfect loli :feelscomfy: it's a great gif :feelscomfy:
Balceld? I see a chad kissing a cutet loli without being saw as creepy, and her being being happy and shy about it. I will never have that.
 
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Balceld? I see a chad kissing a cutet loli without being saw as creepy, and her being being happy and shy about it. I will never have that.
nadal is a complete baldcel at this point, he's also had a transplant with minimal results. he might've been htn/chadlite(bad pheno) in the past but at this point it's the statusmaxx. which is nice and lifefuel

 
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nadal is a complete baldcel at this point, he's also had a transplant with minimal results. he might've been htn/chadlite(bad pheno) in the past but at this point it's the statusmaxx. which is nice and lifefuel

Same age in the gif? How much status does he has?
 
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Same age in the gif? How much status does he has?
ye the gif is not even a year old. anyway here's a 2021 pic :feelskek: nigga should shave it nglnglngl



top 10 tennis player that's a lot of status tbhngl. 3rd right now apparently
 
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ye the gif is not even a year old. anyway here's a 2021 pic :feelskek: nigga should shave it nglnglngl



top 10 tennis player that's a lot of status tbhngl. 3rd right now apparently
I see, what about height? I wish i had that status, brutal hair tho, i'm not that far from it. He jaw moggs me too.
 
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I see, what about height? I wish i had that status, brutal hair tho, i'm not that far from it. He jaws moggs me too.
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it's not that good. he kinda looks like a monkey

 
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I've been dreaming of high school previously but it's getting more intense ngl. especially now that I've seen the college graduation pics of my high school oneitis (accidentally, I don't care about the bitch anymore. she got with a legit 6'5 gigachad in around grade 10 was giga suifuel. they stayed together for a few years. now she's used and discarded) it triggered me for some reason. last night I dream of myself in highschool, redpillmaxxed, puamaxxed, looksmaxxed. I am now not a complete outcast since I act low inhib 'funny' but it doesn't matter she still doesn't care, feel like a clown. I also feel old in the dream like I'm not supposed to be there. you literally can't leave high school without ascension or your whole life is permanently fucked, even my subconscious is telling me it's over. to top it off it gives me a raging hard on and anxiety every morning so I can't even do nofap. no need for porn when you dream of your past oneitises every night :feelskek:

FWIW there are very few people who don't have regrets from their college days / high school days.
Some people didn't study enough / didn't have proper studying strategies, some people didn't socialize enough, repressed sexual experiences, they missed "the one who flew away", they missed an opportunity to study abroad, get work experience, maybe they went into the wrong field of study, maybe they got a useless major, maybe their career path could've been different if they did something else, maybe they seriously hurt someone and regret it, etc. etc. etc.

There's so much people I've talked to when the topic of dreams comes up, every single person has a dream where "they need a course or grade to graduate and they need to go back, or they failed an exam and need to retake a class to receive their degree" or something like that. Imo it's the brain way of dealing with compartmentalized / repressed regret. The course you failed / need to take, of course, is the experience you could've done better in / you missed out on.
 
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FWIW there are very few people who don't have regrets from their college days / high school days.
Some people didn't study enough / didn't have proper studying strategies, some people didn't socialize enough, repressed sexual experiences, they missed "the one who flew away", they missed an opportunity to study abroad, get work experience, maybe they went into the wrong field of study, maybe they got a useless major, maybe their career path could've been different if they did something else, maybe they seriously hurt someone and regret it, etc. etc. etc.

There's so much people I've talked to when the topic of dreams comes up, every single person has a dream where "they need a course or grade to graduate and they need to go back, or they failed an exam and need to retake a class to receive their degree" or something like that. Imo it's the brain way of dealing with compartmentalized / repressed regret.
I don't have regrets tbh. nothing I could do. it's over

could I do better now? maybe, but that's not how life works
 
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I have the exact same dreams while being of a very similar age as you.

I guess we are stuck in the past because we didn't live out our teenage years.
:( don’t get stuck bro I’m trying to get out