SuicideFuel I'll probably die a greycel

[darkie]

I just dont have the motivation to even type on here anymore, all the talking points I know already and its just constant pain, no point of this post just wanted to say something, I really just stare at the wall or in the main menu of my game and dont work or anything obv wbu?

 

[Hohenstaufen]

same. I am always unsure of what to post and most is water anyway. Once I do post, it usually gets barely any attention, so I loose motivation there too.

I hate being an attention whore

 

[VanGobbel]

I just dont have the motivation to even type on here anymore, all the talking points I know already and its just constant pain, no point of this post just wanted to say something, I really just stare at the wall or in the main menu of my game and dont work or anything obv wbu?

COpe or rope

 

[grimlockcel]

drink some coffee

 

[darkie]

same. I am always unsure of what to post and most is water anyway. Once I do post, it usually gets barely any attention, so I loose motivation there too.

I hate being an attention whore

Exactly how I feel, its over

 

[darkie]

gives me severe acid reflux

This and I react bad to caffeine it makes me emotional and i cant sleep

 

[160cmbloop]

gives me severe acid reflux

i had GERD all throughout my development years

it was fucking horrible

 

[darkie]

i had GERD all throughout my development years

it was fucking horrible

I dropped out of school partly because I had gerd, I had to wake up at 7 am for school and for some reason early waking made it worse, I also had to drink coffee, so my entire stomach hurt at school and I had fight or flight from the caffeine, plus getting bullied, I knew then I couldnt function in normie life and decided to become a neet full time

 

[Erenincel]

COpe or rope

This is our problem. We are constantly forced to give up, but there is another way to fight. We just need to properly assess the available options, because doing the same thing as the ER is ineffective. There's one problem with this. We all feel this way.

Exactly how I feel, its over

No motivation even to work or to do anything.

 

[160cmbloop]

I dropped out of school partly because I had gerd, I had to wake up at 7 am for school and for some reason early waking made it worse, I also had to drink coffee, so my entire stomach hurt at school and I had fight or flight from the caffeine, plus getting bullied, I knew then I couldnt function in normie life and decided to become a neet full time

this and high stress and low t development all led me to having such high anxiety doing the simplest things in school. there was also the “bad smell” that’d come from my nose too from the gerd since the acid flew through that way as well. simply just breathing from my nose or speaking made the smell come out. you literally can’t do anything with this since you smell like shit. mints won’t work, brushing your teeth won’t work, mouthwash won’t work. it’s not a hygiene issue, it’s not something you can just fix if it’s inside your reflux system. i had this gerd smell for so long that it fucked up my development years. it wasn’t just embarrassment, it changed how i moved, how i spoke, how i sat, how much space i felt allowed to take up. every interaction felt so risky. constantly hyperaware of people leaning back, touching their nose, breaking eye contact, and even if they don’t do anything. i resonate deeply with you. gerd is brutal, especially when it lasts for years on end during the most important part of growing up

 

[Lonelyus]

You could goon or go for a walk, The possibilities are endless.

 

[WeirdoDesperado]

It's not that serious. The most important posts regarding to the blackpill are already archived. I don't have ideas for new threads because I don't have social media or much going on in my life.

 

[darkie]

this and high stress and low t development all led me to having such high anxiety doing the simplest things in school. there was also the “bad smell” that’d come from my nose too from the gerd since the acid flew through that way as well. simply just breathing from my nose or speaking made the smell come out. you literally can’t do anything with this since you smell like shit. mints won’t work, brushing your teeth won’t work, mouthwash won’t work. it’s not a hygiene issue, it’s not something you can just fix if it’s inside your reflux system. i had this gerd smell for so long that it fucked up my development years. it wasn’t just embarrassment, it changed how i moved, how i spoke, how i sat, how much space i felt allowed to take up. every interaction felt so risky. constantly hyperaware of people leaning back, touching their nose, breaking eye contact, and even if they don’t do anything. i resonate deeply with you. gerd is brutal, especially when it lasts for years on end during the most important part of growing up

Truly over for us

 

[darkie]

It's not that serious. The most important posts regarding to the blackpill are already archived. I don't have ideas for new threads because I don't have social media or much going on in my life.

Yeah its still sad I guess when I go on here and I still feel like a outsider

 

[darkie]

You could goon or go for a walk, The possibilities are endless.

Gooning makes me sad and the weather is really cold it wouldnt be enjoyable

 

[Lonelyus]

Gooning makes me sad and the weather is really cold it wouldnt be enjoyable

Buy a mill 1000w oven, Works well for it to be more heated in a room in less than 5 min.

You must be in canada i presume

also nice avi, Gentleman medieval Hitler.

 

[darkie]

Buy a mill 1000w oven, Works well for it to be more heated in a room in less than 5 min.

You must be in canada i presume

also nice avi, Gentleman medieval Hitler.

Thanks bro