AntiPain
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Never experienced romantic/sexual experiences. Now I'm just getting older(still young but not a teenager), my feeling of emptiness only intensifies and I keep remembering bad memories and the lack of the ones I wanted.
Every time I see a sex/kissing scene in a film of kids/teenager I can't help but envy the characters for having what I've lacked all these years and I get filled with sadness all over again.
Now that I don't have a god, I barely have a meaning, I'm self loathing and I wake up to the cruel nature of this world it just seems as if there's no point.
Every time I see a sex/kissing scene in a film of kids/teenager I can't help but envy the characters for having what I've lacked all these years and I get filled with sadness all over again.
Now that I don't have a god, I barely have a meaning, I'm self loathing and I wake up to the cruel nature of this world it just seems as if there's no point.