Blackpill Ill die alone like a sick abandoned dog and theres literally nothing that i can do.

[Cuckoja]

I dont talk much about my "private" life anymore but this year i tried, i went out of my comfort zone, tried the best my autism let me. Few times i thought that im near on escaping the blackpill, but it was all in vain.

By tried i mean online, as irl approaching women terrifies me.

I gave everything i am, every time, never held back, didnt let the blackpill discourage me, but im simply not good enough. Not by a long shot. When youre not ugly, then youre short, when youre not short, youre not NT enough. And theres nothing that i can do.

Most of us here arent, except the fakecels, i hope you all die before you ascend you pieces of shits, you have no idea how its like. Using incel spaces to mog, you fucking failed normies, i hope you get runover by a truck.

Ill die like an old and bitter virgin, hating this world because i didnt get to experience the most wonderful thing, the only important thing, to hold a woman that genuinely loves you and desires you.

This entire existence as an incel is a sick joke. It would genuinely be better if we never have been born.

 

[xxectrapieces]

I wish I wasn't born

 

[AutistSupremacist]

I'll die playing vidya

 

[Cuckoja]

I'll die playing vidya

I cant do that anymore, for a long time now. I can't concentrate.

 

[goop]

At least you tried and know where you stand.

 

[Animecel2D]

except the fakecels, i hope you all die before you ascend you pieces of shits, you have no idea how its like. Using incel spaces to mog, you fucking failed normies, i hope you get runover by a truck.

 

[Cuckoja]

I wish I wasn't born

Theres still some good and enjoyable things in life but at this point, its hard to find comfort in anything.

 

[SEX NIGGA]

I‘m too ugly too short too fat and too ND to ever be able to get a girlfriend, it saddens me a bit but there’s nothing I could ever do about it anyways so I just cope

 

[Cuckoja]

At least you tried and know where you stand.

By certain age you know even if you dont try. Foids dont hide when they like you. Dont believe in other lies, women will go out of their way and approach you and be sweet to you if they like you.

 

[Max Doltman]

I cant do that anymore, for a long time now. I can't concentrate.

i have that maybe its depression?

 

[drowningindenial]

I wish I wasn't born

 

[Cuckoja]

I‘m too ugly too short too fat and too ND to ever be able to get a girlfriend, it saddens me a bit but there’s nothing I could ever do about it anyways so I just cope

How old are you? I used to be like that, but i can't anymore. It stresses me out to the point i cant think of anything else.

 

[Cuckoja]

i have that maybe its depression?

Yeah, among other things probably.

 

[goop]

By certain age you know even if you dont try. Foids dont hide when they like you. Dont believe in other lies, women will go out of their way and approach you and be sweet to you if they like you.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I wish I wasn't born

 

[zd60]

i'll die alone surrounded by booze

 

[SEX NIGGA]

How old are you? I used to be like that, but i can't anymore. It.stresses me out to the point i cant think of anything else.

19

I can’t say anything about you as I have only an idea of how your life is.

I personally ignore the blackpill by staying home as much as I can.

 

[Cuckoja]

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[BricABrac]

It's kind of surreal yeah. I'll have to make sure everything is taken off autopayment when I get close to death.

I dunno. Last thing I'd want to do is clean up some abandoned loser melting into the couch.

 

[Cuckoja]

19

I can’t say anything about you as I have only an idea of how your life is.

I personally ignore the blackpill by staying home as much as I can.

Im twice your age. My advice would be do the best you can lookswise and social wise, so you later in life dont feel like you wasted your youth, even if its for nothing.

And by lookswise i mean being normal weight, that should be enough, as only two things have detrimental effect on looks, being obese and old age. Rest doesn't matter much.

 

[Cuckoja]

It's kind of surreal yeah. I'll have to make sure everything is taken off autopayment when I get close to death.

I dunno. Last thing I'd want to do is clean up some abandoned loser melting into the couch.

Once youre dead nothing matters anymore, curtain fell, youre out of play. It sucks for the ones left behind. But not as much as we like to believe, people move on, no matter what.

 

[SEX NIGGA]

Im twice your age. My advice would be do the best you can lookswise and social wise, so you later in life dont feel like you wasted your youth, even if its for nothing.

Thx man, I’m currently in a difficult situation

I’m failing High school and I have no friends. When you’re a fat ugly ND retard your socializing options are pretty limited

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Same, while my boomer parents and family feel entitled to me helping them through old age. Fuck off.

 

[Cuckoja]

i'll die alone surrounded by booze

If i didnt get so nauseous of alcohol, i would do the same. I hate feeling nauseous.

 

[Cuckoja]

Thx man, I’m currently in a difficult situation

I’m failing High school and I have no friends. When you’re a fat ugly ND retard your socializing options are pretty limited

Yeah, its hell out there. Others dont need people like us. I was failing school also, it would trigger my social anxiety so hard that i felt like going into a war zone. So i skipped so many classes, one semester i didnt went at all, not a single day.

 

[Cuckoja]

Same, while my boomer parents and family feel entitled to me helping them through old age. Fuck off.

They lived theirs, had marriage, kids, much better job opportunities, still were so ungrateful. While we spent our best years in nothing and we are left with nothing.

 

[zd60]

If i didnt get so nauseous of alcohol, i would do the same. I hate feeling nauseous.

i hate being nauseous it can be hit or miss with me if alcohol makes me nauseous but over the years i think i've developed a tolerance to the feeling the weed i smoke helps my nauseous sometimes with it

 

[SupremeSaint]

I’m not sure I’ll make it to be old

 

[Cuckoja]

i hate being nauseous it can be hit or miss with me if alcohol makes me nauseous but over the years i think i've developed a tolerance to the feeling the weed i smoke helps my nauseous sometimes with it

I understand well why you do it. Oftentimes its unbearable being sobber.

 

[anon65]

I had a long talk with my dad about it being over for me and for the world and though he understood what I was saying, all that was said back to me was cope. Lifting weights will not make me ascend. Approaching foids will not make me ascend. My country is now in a seperate universe from what he grew up in.

 

[Cuckoja]

I’m not sure I’ll make it to be old

Thats the thing, you dont have any other options. You will be either you like it or not. Suicides is not an option, otherwise most of us would be already gone.

 

[Cuckoja]

I had a long talk with my dad about it being over for me and for the world and though he understood what I was saying, all that was said back to me was cope. Lifting weights will not make me ascend. Approaching foids will not make me ascend. My country is now in a seperate universe from what he grew up in.

No one who isnt an genuine incel can understand it, not for real. They can understand the concept of it and thats it. They had good experiences, they dont know how discouraging is not being seen as an healthy man, potential partner. Might aswell count us as different specie.

 

[zd60]

I understand well why you do it. Oftentimes its unbearable being sobber.

i find life too unbearable to be sober its horrible any time i run out of a drug

 

[anon65]

No one who isnt an genuine incel can understand it, not for real. They can understand the concept of it and thats it. They had good experiences, they dont know how discouraging is not being seen as an healthy man, potential partner. Might aswell count us as different specie.

It's like a blind person explaining to a normal person that they can't see. The normal person will never understand because they have seen their entire life, even seeing darkness/the back of your eyelids is seeing ~something~.

I was dealt an entirely different hand of cards and being expected to play my dead man's hand is hilarious. Paraphrasing a part of the conversation:

"I will never have a wife or family"

"You can't think like that"

The opposite of delusion is accepting your circumstance.

 

[Cuckoja]

i find life too unbearable to be sober its horrible any time i run out of a drug

Does weed makes you nauseated? I should try that.

 

[zd60]

Does weed makes you nauseated? I should try that.

no i find it can help my feelings of it often , i find alcohol way more nauseating than weed

 

[Cuckoja]

no i find it can help my feelings of it often , i find alcohol way more nauseating than weed

Okay, thanks for the answer. Ill try to get some.

 

[Emba]

Welcome to my lonely death world bro

 

[Cuckoja]

Welcome to my lonely death world bro

Yeah man, we are on same destination.

 

[ForcedMarriageNow]

Im twice your age. My advice would be do the best you can lookswise and social wise, so you later in life dont feel like you wasted your youth, even if its for nothing.

And by lookswise i mean being normal weight, that should be enough, as only two things have detrimental effect on looks, being obese and old age. Rest doesn't matter much.

Socialmaxxing doesn't work, it's just constant endless abuse and bans no matter where I go and I'm unable to connect with anyone. Even online there doesn't seem to be anywhere to meet people anymore since everything is so heavily controlled and censored.

 

[Freixel]

 

[Icarus]

i'll die alone surrounded by booze

 

[GreerTech Creations]

I dont talk much about my "private" life anymore but this year i tried, i went out of my comfort zone, tried the best my autism let me. Few times i thought that im near on escaping the blackpill, but it was all in vain.

By tried i mean online, as irl approaching women terrifies me.

I gave everything i am, every time, never held back, didnt let the blackpill discourage me, but im simply not good enough. Not by a long shot. When youre not ugly, then youre short, when youre not short, youre not NT enough. And theres nothing that i can do.

Most of us here arent, except the fakecels, i hope you all die before you ascend you pieces of shits, you have no idea how its like. Using incel spaces to mog, you fucking failed normies, i hope you get runover by a truck.

Ill die like an old and bitter virgin, hating this world because i didnt get to experience the most wonderful thing, the only important thing, to hold a woman that genuinely loves you and desires you.

This entire existence as an incel is a sick joke. It would genuinely be better if we never have been born.

You can print a Galatea v3.
Afterward, you can learn 3D modeling and keep using the printer. I find that hobbies are needed to stay somewhat sane, and creating good things is its own reward.

Galatea v3 Series

greertech.neocities.org

 

[Taboo Buster]

I look at it this way: I'll never get to walk on the moon, either. Should I be depressed about that?
Like Captain Kirk once told Charlie Evans, "There are a million things in this universe you can have. And a million things you can't have. It's no fun facing that, but that's just how it is."
Sure, life isn't fair. But take a look at how other living things live and you get a much bigger appreciation for being born human.
And as rough as men have it today, we have it much easier than our great granddads had it. There never was a "good old days."
I can't speak to what I'm missing out on, never having had sex or the love of a loyal woman. I just have to take the word of others that it's great.
But there have been times in my life when I was forced to share a living space with someone else. For me. trying to live with a female has always been the worst experience. For a gender that always claims to have cornered the market on compassion, I've always found that they have shown very little to me. And for all their "feminist sisterhood" bluster, they are incredibly quick to stab the backs of their fellow females, too. As much as I tried to accommodate them, it is never enough. But did any of them even try to accommodate me? Even a tiny bit? Hell, no.

I'm not gonna complain about my lot in life. I've got a comfortable place to live. The internet keeps me company better than any single individual ever could. A lot of people on this planet don't even know when their next meal will be.

It boils down to this. Envy is a poison.