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[souralenadidrelax]

Went to the club. Wasn't doing anything wrong, was just trying to enjoy myself. My autism, which may or may not exist, was making that unusually difficult for me. I drank to feel better (liquid courage as it's called). Of course, I'm hopeful to get some action that night. I saw two girls from an acting class I used to do back in the day in a hopeless attempt to boost my confidence and make friends. Also I thought it would be fun. It wasn't. For context, these two girls bullied me there for my shitty acting. When I saw them in the club it had been 3+ years afterwards. They look at me, look at each other, and burst out laughing. I stare at them, as if to say "what's so funny!?", they don't give a fuck and walk on. This is how, at the time, I thought most girls might've thought of me as (a joke). Unfortunately, thus event confirmed my gut feeling as solid truth. This is how these specified girls are. They feel honored to be in on the joke, and whilst the other girls (rest of society, more or less) try honorably hard to not expose their honest thoughts on me to me (some are kind lol), these ones couldn't pretend anymore. As I was on a run one day, I saw another girl from my old acting class (she hated me then, bullied me a little too, and, I know, what a coincidence) and she gave me a sorry look as if she knew about my situation and empathized (they probably all talked to each other between this event and the previous one described, and may have expressed some regret to her about it, but this could be a delusion). I am trying to rid myself of my old reputation, which makes me unfuckable, but as long as I keep the same name, which I will, I am sure it will never really go. I feel doomed. I think, if I learn how to program, work-out, start taking drugs (to boost my confidence and stuff), go to more clubs and become more ballsy, and stay focused on my work it will get better. But I feel like this is hopeful thinking, as it has never worked for me before. Is it really as bad as I think it is?
(First post so don't really know if I've followed all of the rules or not, so sorry if not).

 

[blackpillednigga]

strong 1st post

 

[TheGrayWolf]

How tall are you and what would you rate yourself out of 10?

 

[TheGrayWolf]

strong 1st post

 

[HONKLERedux]

Utter retard for not only going to a club as an incel, but also going to a meme degree course in college

 

[GhostedPhantom]

Brutal. Toxic femininity at its finest.

If I learn how to program, work-out, take drugs to boost my confidence and stuff, and stay focused on my work will it get better?

No confidence and work for your face.

but also going to a meme degree course in college

I think he's learnt his lesson.

 

[Cletus Longthing]

Ovrr

 

[HONKLERedux]

Ovrr

> Can't even spell a four letter word

 

[souralenadidrelax]

Utter retard for not only going to a club as an incel, but also going to a meme degree course in college

No I don't do acting. That was just an extra thing I did for a bit, during my teenage years. Also utter retard is a bit over the top I think.

 

[Cletus Longthing]

> Can't even spell a four letter word

Who cares

 

[souralenadidrelax]

How tall are you and what would you rate yourself out of 10?

5 foot 10 and maybe a five or six, I've been told I'm not that bad looking to be fair

 

[HONKLERedux]

No I don't do acting. That was just an extra thing I did for a bit, during my teenage years. Also utter retard is a bit over the top I think.

That ''sorry look'' that one toilet gave you was most likely a look disdain/disgust

 

[souralenadidrelax]

Utter retard for not only going to a club as an incel, but also going to a meme degree course in college

Also, I was not really feeling like an incel at the time. I know the rule is to be an incel, but even now I feel like its not truly 'involuntary' because I feel like I haven't done all I can to be fuckable.

 

[souralenadidrelax]

That ''sorry look'' that one toilet gave you was most likely a look disdain/disgust

No she was definitely giving me a look of kindness to some degree. You have really blackpilled yourself. They may not want to fuck you but they are not all horrible. Genuinely, some have depression and want to kill themselves too!

 

[HONKLERedux]

Genuinely, some have depression and want to kill themselves too!

Good.

Also Joined: Oct 16, 2023

Posts: 5

 

[telamon]

Why are you going to the club if you're an incel? That's ridiculous.

 

[Nosecel_]

Went to the club. Wasn't doing anything wrong, was just trying to enjoy myself. My autism, which may or may not exist, was making that unusually difficult for me. I drank to feel better (liquid courage as it's called). Of course, I'm hopeful to get some action that night. I saw two girls from an acting class I used to do back in the day in a hopeless attempt to boost my confidence and make friends. Also I thought it would be fun. It wasn't. For context, these two girls bullied me there for my shitty acting. When I saw them in the club it had been 3+ years afterwards. They look at me, look at each other, and burst out laughing. I stare at them, as if to say "what's so funny!?", they don't give a fuck and walk on. This is how, at the time, I thought most girls might've thought of me as (a joke). Unfortunately, thus event confirmed my gut feeling as solid truth. This is how these specified girls are. They feel honored to be in on the joke, and whilst the other girls (rest of society, more or less) try honorably hard to not expose their honest thoughts on me to me (some are kind lol), these ones couldn't pretend anymore. As I was on a run one day, I saw another girl from my old acting class (she hated me then, bullied me a little too, and, I know, what a coincidence) and she gave me a sorry look as if she knew about my situation and empathized (they probably all talked to each other between this event and the previous one described, and may have expressed some regret to her about it, but this could be a delusion). I am trying to rid myself of my old reputation, which makes me unfuckable, but as long as I keep the same name, which I will, I am sure it will never really go. I feel doomed. I think, if I learn how to program, work-out, start taking drugs (to boost my confidence and stuff), go to more clubs and become more ballsy, and stay focused on my work it will get better. But I feel like this is hopeful thinking, as it has never worked for me before. Is it really as bad as I think it is?
(First post so don't really know if I've followed all of the rules or not, so sorry if not).

Club is worthless for both men and women if Im honest

 

[souralenadidrelax]

Why are you going to the club if you're an incel? That's ridiculous.

I don't even truly feel like an 'incel' now if I'm being honest. Like I was with friends and stuff and I was also just hopeful too to some extent. I was just in a good mood at the time. I relate to you guys but like I feel like calling you can never really try everything and so once you declare yourself an 'involuntary celibate', your failure becomes fact. Like you might still have a chance one day right? Like how do you even define 'incel'? Was I an 'incel' at age 8, when I got my first boner? Do you know what I mean?

 

[telamon]

I don't even truly feel like an 'incel' now if I'm being honest. Like I was with friends and stuff and I was also just hopeful too to some extent. I was just in a good mood at the time. I relate to you guys but like I feel like calling you can never really try everything and so once you declare yourself an 'involuntary celibate', your failure becomes fact. Like you might still have a chance one day right? Like how do you even define 'incel'? Was I an 'incel' at age 8, when I got my first boner? Do you know what I mean?

Bro I'm 5"5 and have a sub 4 inch penis and also there's no "chance one day" for my face. To be optimistic like this you got to have some options.

 

[souralenadidrelax]

Club is worthless for both men and women if Im honest

It probably stops being fun after a while, but to get laid why would it be worthless? If you got laid by someone at the club, wouldn't that solve your problem? Would it still be worthless then? It's worthless as long as it's hopeless. Problem is, I don't even get to decide that, because most women make their mind on me before they see me. My biggest problem is confidence. I need to take some MDMA or something to properly make the most of my opportunities at the club. As soon as I hit one, I've hit them all. I just need one to take off. It's like in a chemical reaction, you need an impurity of the surface of the container for the reacting molecules to have something to bond together on (or something like that). One good club night would solve the entire problem wouldn't it? As I said, problem is, it seems to me women are very picky. My brother told me they aren't that picky though and he's shorter than me by a couple inches too. I think I have a chance, but it's just the confidence thing really.

 

[souralenadidrelax]

Bro I'm 5"5 and have a sub 4 inch penis and also there's no "chance one day" for my face. To be optimistic like this you got to have some options.

Mate I'm sorry. I could die a virgin. Ted Kaszynski died a virgin. There's no shame in dying a virgin.

 

[Nosecel_]

Probably it stops being fun after a while, but to get laid why would it be worthless? If you got laid by someone at the club, wouldn't that solve your problem? Would it still be worthless then? It's worthless as long as it's hopeless. Problem is, I don't even get to decide that, because most women make their mind on me before they see me. My biggest problem is confidence. I need to take some MDMA or something to properly make the most of my opportunities at the club. As soon as I hit one, I've hit them all. I just need one to take off. It's like in a chemical reaction, you need an impurity of the surface of the container for the reacting molecules to have something to bond together on (or something like that). One good club night would solve the entire problem wouldn't it? As I said, problem is, it seems to me women are very picky. My brother told me they aren't that picky though and he's shorter than me by a couple inches too. I think I have a chance...

Yeah exactly women decided within like 3 seconds if they'll ever give you a chance and at the club its just like hook up culture girls just want a chad its hopeless for a loser like me. And keep trying as long as you think you have a chance it's half the battle.

 

[Pancakecel]

Utter retard for not only going to a club as an incel, but also going to a meme degree course in college

Tbh

 

[all this time]

Why are you going to the club if you're an incel? That's ridiculous.

tbh

 

[TheSwagapino]

it is 100 percent wishful thinking. gymaxxing and career maxxing will not save you nor has it saved any of us

 

[yung loner]

Your mistake was going to a club as an incel. Foids only go to clubs to collect orbitors that boost their ego and to fuck chad

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

They look at me, look at each other, and burst out laughing.

It's because they know you're a GrAY

Genuinely, some have depression and want to kill themselves too!

I wish they would

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

Utter retard for not only going to a club as an incel, but also going to a meme degree course in college