In middle school I used to jestermaxx to foids and make a fool of myself for attention. I would expose a lot of insecurities about myself just to have some little human interaction with the opposite gender.
In high school I was viewed as weird nerd who plays video games for 12 hours a day and neglects everything else (which was true I had no social life)
I had no halo effect, I sat on the school desk with a fucked up posture and beyond brutal looking glasses while also being skinnyfat.
Everyone in my school was low-inhib and the only high-inhib person I ever saw in my HS was some anglo kid who had the unfortunate luck to be born here among those low iq mongrel slavs. (still better than modern UK schools tbh)
Saw him getting mocked by someone once for wearing a hentai hoodie.
I mean no one really knew shit about me except the fact that I was a devoted gamer with nothing going out in his life.
Even my teacher made fun of me for being an outcast multiple times telling me to socialize and asked me how long i'll keep on isolating.
She even made a remark about me being the weakest boy in the class. It's over when you're getting mocked even by your teachers who are supposed to be neutral on what they think about the students.
I don't think that there was a single student who was looked down upon more than me.
My geography teacher liked me for some odd reason, but she was an old school teacher who had over 40 years of experience. I was mostly getting mocked by the young teachers who probably fantasized about the young CHAD hoping that they'll get fucked by them.
Also gaming is considered a very niche hobby here since most normies are out , not in front of their screens.
In high school I was viewed as weird nerd who plays video games for 12 hours a day and neglects everything else (which was true I had no social life)
I had no halo effect, I sat on the school desk with a fucked up posture and beyond brutal looking glasses while also being skinnyfat.
Everyone in my school was low-inhib and the only high-inhib person I ever saw in my HS was some anglo kid who had the unfortunate luck to be born here among those low iq mongrel slavs. (still better than modern UK schools tbh)
Saw him getting mocked by someone once for wearing a hentai hoodie.
I mean no one really knew shit about me except the fact that I was a devoted gamer with nothing going out in his life.
Even my teacher made fun of me for being an outcast multiple times telling me to socialize and asked me how long i'll keep on isolating.
She even made a remark about me being the weakest boy in the class. It's over when you're getting mocked even by your teachers who are supposed to be neutral on what they think about the students.
I don't think that there was a single student who was looked down upon more than me.
My geography teacher liked me for some odd reason, but she was an old school teacher who had over 40 years of experience. I was mostly getting mocked by the young teachers who probably fantasized about the young CHAD hoping that they'll get fucked by them.
Also gaming is considered a very niche hobby here since most normies are out , not in front of their screens.
