Lurkercel0
Blackpilled at a young age, lurkER since 2019-2020
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I’m writing this during senior year, I merely have three months to graduate but my experience with the blackpill goes back to the seventh grade.
I was naive and that led me to believe I could disprove the blackpill in some way because of my past neurotypicality. “JBF is law bro, just make friends and you will ascend! I wish I could go back to that age, I would surely ascend”, I took this advice to heart and I began doing everything in my power to talk to people and even worked out but guess what it amounted to? nothing. All that effort from going to the gym to getting friends to joining a sports team still didn’t get me any women or any kind of respect.
There’s two reasons why this fantasy didn’t play out, it wasn’t because I didn’t try hard enough (I did) it’s because “teen love” doesn’t actually exist… If you aren’t a tall high tier normie. This is why I belive JBF and the “teenlove pill” is fundamentally bluepilled, if you aren’t good looking then they’ll use you for money or for clout but they’ll never in a million years fuck you, I’ve seen literal chadlites settling for ltbs or end up wandering the hallways alone.
The answer for all this comes down to one thing: social media, tiktok and any other app that caters to foids, what they used to do in college (orbiting chads) now occurs in highschool. In the past being non-nt was slightly permissible if you were at least a 6/10 but now you are invisible and actively ostracized, it’s utterly over for me and the vast majority of gen z men.
I was naive and that led me to believe I could disprove the blackpill in some way because of my past neurotypicality. “JBF is law bro, just make friends and you will ascend! I wish I could go back to that age, I would surely ascend”, I took this advice to heart and I began doing everything in my power to talk to people and even worked out but guess what it amounted to? nothing. All that effort from going to the gym to getting friends to joining a sports team still didn’t get me any women or any kind of respect.
There’s two reasons why this fantasy didn’t play out, it wasn’t because I didn’t try hard enough (I did) it’s because “teen love” doesn’t actually exist… If you aren’t a tall high tier normie. This is why I belive JBF and the “teenlove pill” is fundamentally bluepilled, if you aren’t good looking then they’ll use you for money or for clout but they’ll never in a million years fuck you, I’ve seen literal chadlites settling for ltbs or end up wandering the hallways alone.
The answer for all this comes down to one thing: social media, tiktok and any other app that caters to foids, what they used to do in college (orbiting chads) now occurs in highschool. In the past being non-nt was slightly permissible if you were at least a 6/10 but now you are invisible and actively ostracized, it’s utterly over for me and the vast majority of gen z men.
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