If only I had a second chance

[CHOoseWisely123]

Fuck, I would have just kept my head down and enlisted in the U.S. Marine Corps. I’m deeply resentful and filled with regret.

I don’t feel comfortable in my own skin. I almost feel like puking by making this post but I need to get it off my chest.

I am not Human, not because I feel superior (which I cope with at times) but because I am not worthy of being considered a Human being.

It is quite frankly……………………

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

O V E R

 

[Friezacel]

Better that way, you dont wanna end up in the meat grinder

 

[Fire]

I am not Human, not because I feel superior (which I cope with at times) but because I am not worthy of being considered a Human being.

I don't feel human. Humans are too brutal and egotistical to connect with.

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Better that way, you dont wanna end up in the meat grinder

Yeah, grass is always greener on the other side I suppose. I just felt like it’d give me purpose, a sense of family… something bigger than me…. Maybe even some, respect?

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

I don't feel human. Humans are too brutal and egotistical to connect with.

Haha yes, they hate the fact that I don’t give a shit about anything anymore.

 

[Jealous Freak]

So you're a blackpilled chad?

 

[Friezacel]

Yeah, grass is always greener on the other side I suppose. I just felt like it’d give me purpose, a sense of family… something bigger than me…. Maybe even some, respect?

Call it cope, but afterwards im somewhat glad i didnt get accepted into the military. Because if i did, i most likely would have gotten broken and bullied into oblivion and army could conscripe me if i served in the army in the past

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Don't cry over spilled milk. As a subhuman, your life would have been shit no matter the path you took.

 

[anotherwastedlife]

I'd love another shot at life, even if i could not make it with girls i'd at least build a self employing passion in my school years

 

[starystulejarz]

Yes die for IsraHELL goyim

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

I'd love another shot at life, even if i could not make it with girls i'd at least build a self employing passion in my school years

Like what? I know normies who learned many skills in their school years but they never made real careers out of them. Is there something specific that you would have liked?

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

So you're a blackpilled chad?

You think only Chads enlist in the military? I wouldn’t even be allowed in, I’m too mentally ill anyways.

 

[Jealous Freak]

You think only Chads enlist in the military?

Well, I wasn't being specific, but to clarify, I'm speaking for myself here, as I wasn't accepted into the military due to my genetic disorder.

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

My high functioning autism and sociopathy would be perfect for an infantry role, however my schizoid tendencies would fuck me over in the end.

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Like what? I know normies who learned many skills in their school years but they never made real careers out of them. Is there something specific that you would have liked?

Drawing, i should've learned how to draw properly and seriously as early as i could've. I would be a drawcel who'd make 2d animations, comissions and i'd make games

 

[Friezacel]

So you're a blackpilled chad?

Cope. Chads are high ranking officers and generals, subhumans are cannon fodder

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Well, I wasn't being specific, but to clarify, I'm speaking for myself here, as I wasn't accepted into the military due to my genetic disorder.

Is it a physical one? Either way we’re both one and the same. My mental health is piss poor, and it’s genetic and environmental. Not just depression, major depression. And a handful of diagnosis by professional psychologists.

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Drawing, i should've learned how to draw properly and seriously as early as i could've. I would be a drawcel who'd make 2d animations, comissions and i'd make games

Ironically all these faggots (millennials and previous generations) tell you to chase your dreams, however this has only really been possible with the advent of the internet.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Drawing, i should've learned how to draw properly and seriously as early as i could've. I would be a drawcel who'd make 2d animations, comissions and i'd make games

I guessed it. The only skills that you can't learn to a good level if you start too late are languages and musical instruments, with those if you didn't start in middle school you're fucked
But you can learn pretty much anything else up to professional level if you're willing to work hard for a couple years. Especially drawing, you can get good enough even in just two years. Animating takes a bit more time though. You aren't 80 years old so what's stopping you from starting now?

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Ironically all these faggots (millennials and previous generations) tell you to chase your dreams, however this has only really been possible with the advent of the internet.

Correct. Also can't have dreams to chase if they were destroyed to the point of not having any

Especially drawing, you can get good enough even in just two years.

True, knowing me it will take longer because i'm brain fried

You aren't 80 years old so what's stopping you from starting now?

I'm not being stopped, i was doing it for half of last year and i've started again now (i probably wont quit this time i guess)

I'm a permaneet so i got all of "the time" but i've lost any job prospects so this is all i have left

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

I'm a permaneet so i got all of "the time" but i've lost any job prospects so this is all i have left

That's the spirit
We've gotta make the best use of the shit cards we were dealt with. I am trying myself to follow my old passion and draw comics. I have no talents and I was bad at school. It probably won't let me make a living but if I don't try I'm doomed working for minimum wage at McDonald's forever anyway.

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Correct. Also can't have dreams to chase if they were destroyed to the point of not having any


True, knowing me it will take longer because i'm brain fried


I'm not being stopped, i was doing it for half of last year and i've started again now (i probably wont quit this time i guess)

I'm a permaneet so i got all of "the time" but i've lost any job prospects so this is all i have left

I’ve seen many intelligent creative people’s talent go to waste by peer pressure and bullying into quitting or regarding it as lame and a waste of time.

Such a shame really.

 

[suicidecase]

That would have been one of the most cucked things a man can do. Be grateful you didn't do it.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

View: https://youtu.be/cRkaPdfjzEk?si=awuEWDpRVmhdbxUW

 

[justuseless]

Why the military

 

[anotherwastedlife]

That's the spirit
We've gotta make the best use of the shit cards we were dealt with. I am trying myself to follow my old passion and draw comics. I have no talents and I was bad at school. It probably won't let me make a living but if I don't try I'm doomed working for minimum wage at McDonald's forever anyway.

Correct. I'm seeing what i can do for now

I’ve seen many intelligent creative people’s talent go to waste by peer pressure and bullying into quitting or regarding it as lame and a waste of time.

Such a shame really.

Thats what happened to me, i gave into the "just go to trade school" peer pressure and i was bullied out of playing music

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

My high functioning autism and sociopathy would be perfect for an infantry role, however my schizoid tendencies would fuck me over in the end.

They wouldn’t accept you if you had those conditions anyway, the military has some strict standards for joining

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Why the military

Sense of purpose, someone to tell me what to do, rules and scheduling, ordered structure, stable employment, GI Bill when I get out of the military, etc

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Correct. I'm seeing what i can do for now

Thats what happened to me, i gave into the "just go to trade school" peer pressure and i was bullied out of playing music

Are you currently working blue collar? How has that been for you?

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Are you currently working blue collar? How has that been for you?

i'm not working at all

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

i'm not working at all

Same, I want to start my life up again but it’s so hard to be motivated and plus I switched the day for the night and I can fix my sleep schedule again.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

Fuck, I would have just kept my head down and enlisted in the U.S. Marine Corps. I’m deeply resentful and filled with regret.

I don’t feel comfortable in my own skin. I almost feel like puking by making this post but I need to get it off my chest.

I am not Human, not because I feel superior (which I cope with at times) but because I am not worthy of being considered a Human being.

It is quite frankly……………………

Hey what’s up man. So I made that decision. Years ago. When I was last active on the forum. Enlisted in the United States Marine Corps. I was tired, and wanted to change my life around. I was genuine about everything I posted about. I was a loser who had nothing going for me.

Here how my experience went, as an infantryman in the marine corps, as an incel.

For starters, I was desperately out of shape. Couldn’t do a single pull up. Couldn’t run, couldn’t do much of anything without vomiting everything out. Many of the recruiters couldn’t believe some socially retarded, out of shape loser wanted to join… but I was serious. I put the effort in. And after barely meeting the standards after busting my ass. I was in. And went through boot camp. Then ITB (Infantry training Battalion.) then I hit the fleet. As of now I’m a team leader in my rifle platoon and am currently looking at my EAS date, after this deployment cycle. Feel free to ask me how it went for me, as a subhuman.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

Sense of purpose, someone to tell me what to do, rules and scheduling, ordered structure, stable employment, GI Bill when I get out of the military, etc

I changed a lot. In the military. A literal 180 shift. I’m confident. And capable. But forget about ascension. If you’re truly an incel, the military can’t change that. Trust me, you want rules and structuring, but you wouldn’t want your whole life regulated to a single molecule, to the point where you have no thought of your own.

The marine corps, effectively acts like a second mom/parental figure. And you will lose connection with most of your family back in the civilian world. Especially in boot camp/ITB.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

They wouldn’t accept you if you had those conditions anyway, the military has some strict standards for joining

MEPS isn’t perfect, and if a recruiter really wants you in. They’ll find a way to hide that information from the people who process you in. Although, I enlisted in 2020. I don’t know how much MEPS/GENESIS change things. In the U.S.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

Cope. Chads are high ranking officers and generals, subhumans are cannon fodder

That would have been one of the most cucked things a man can do. Be grateful you didn't do it.

This, absolutely true. I didn’t listen. And went in. You’d more then likely be one of the many guys who attempt suicide or drink themselves to death in the barracks… assuming you pass the training pipeline in the first place. But many riflemen in the corps are broken dudes. Chad and extroverted? Maybe some are. Specifically the officers and higher ups. But most enlisted are subhuman tards who had nothing else going on in their life after high school. Many turn to alcohol to deal with the rough life of a rifleman in the corps, myself included.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

MEPS isn’t perfect, and if a recruiter really wants you in. They’ll find a way to hide that information from the people who process you in. Although, I enlisted in 2020. I don’t know how much MEPS/GENESIS change things. In the U.S.

Military life sucks, plus I heard that soldiers aren't respected as much anymore

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Hey what’s up man. So I made that decision. Years ago. When I was last active on the forum. Enlisted in the United States Marine Corps. I was tired, and wanted to change my life around. I was genuine about everything I posted about. I was a loser who had nothing going for me.

Here how my experience went, as an infantryman in the marine corps, as an incel.

For starters, I was desperately out of shape. Couldn’t do a single pull up. Couldn’t run, couldn’t do much of anything without vomiting everything out. Many of the recruiters couldn’t believe some socially retarded, out of shape loser wanted to join… but I was serious. I put the effort in. And after barely meeting the standards after busting my ass. I was in. And went through boot camp. Then ITB (Infantry training Battalion.) then I hit the fleet. As of now I’m a team leader in my rifle platoon and am currently looking at my EAS date, after this deployment cycle. Feel free to ask me how it went for me, as a subhuman.

Fuckin hell mate, salute to you o7

How were the social dynamics like in boot camp for you? Did you feel isolated or looked down upon?

Man I wish I never went down the rabbit hole of drug consumption, I could have probably made it into the Marine Corps. Fml

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Military life sucks, plus I heard that soldiers aren't respected as much anymore

Nope, not from what I’ve seen.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Nope, not from what I’ve seen.

Atleast you should have an easier time ascending then a civilian

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Atleast you should have an easier time ascending then a civilian

It’s funny, I haven’t seen a single tiktok of a girl lusting after military guys lol, that must be so demoralizing.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

It’s funny, I haven’t seen a single tiktok of a girl lusting after military guys lol, that must be so demoralizing.

And disrespectful and sad, military deserves mire respect

 

[DarthBurritoBastard]

i am going to the US army as a combat engineer, and after basic i will do airborne training, just did MEP's and signed the contract

 

[Sgtpinkie]

i am going to the US army as a combat engineer, and after basic i will do airborne training, just did MEP's and signed the contract

When do you ship for army basic training?

 

[DarthBurritoBastard]

When do you ship for army basic training?

april

 

[Sgtpinkie]

april

How many years did you sign up for? 4 years, I hope.

 

[DarthBurritoBastard]

How many years did you sign up for? 4 years, I hope.

3 yeals

 

[Sgtpinkie]

3 yeals

Good shit. Aight man. I’m marine Corp so there’s not much advice I can give, since the branches have a different culture. But I’m willing to dispense some knowledge if your seeking it.

 

[DarthBurritoBastard]

Good shit. Aight man. I’m marine Corp so there’s not much advice I can give, since the branches have a different culture. But I’m willing to dispense some knowledge if your seeking it.

what should i expect in basic, i am pretty skinny (around 120s)

 

[Sgtpinkie]

what should i expect in basic, i am pretty skinny (around 120s)

Skinny boy? What stats you got? 2 mile run time, if you got one. If you don’t just make an estimation based on your longest run. Do you know your max deadlift? If you have one?

How are you physically? Lean and out of shape? Or you got some athleticism on you?

No judgement by the way, I went to boot camp out of shape when I went in.