I've been suffering a lot recently, and my suffering reached its peak when I realised that no one that I know in my personal life really likes me, loves me, and understands me. When I realised this, I cried more and harder than I ever have in my life, and it was at this point that I was moments from convincing myself that I should end my life, but then I realised that Jesus Christ is the only one who truly loves me and understands me despite my sins. Now I want to live my life for him and be the man he wants me to be.
