
Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I was hoping I'm a mentalcel. I mean, I know I'm far from NT, so I was hoping that it was only that.
I tend to underestimate myself so I sometimes thought "nah, I've been spending too much time reading incel forums, I can't be that ugly, right?".
But here I am, 26 and a kissless virgin. Already lost a lot of my hair before I even got to kiss a girl. I guess I am actually ugly. My ego still can't accept that I'm ugly, I guess I will always think of myself as the handsome protagonist of my life. But reality and the facts don't lie, even though my brain will not accept it. Even now, as I'm writing these things, in the back of my mind I still think of myself as not that ugly.
I tend to underestimate myself so I sometimes thought "nah, I've been spending too much time reading incel forums, I can't be that ugly, right?".
But here I am, 26 and a kissless virgin. Already lost a lot of my hair before I even got to kiss a girl. I guess I am actually ugly. My ego still can't accept that I'm ugly, I guess I will always think of myself as the handsome protagonist of my life. But reality and the facts don't lie, even though my brain will not accept it. Even now, as I'm writing these things, in the back of my mind I still think of myself as not that ugly.