Sheldor
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I am 20 now. I think 30. I am realisticAt what age will you consider it over forever ?
Not bad, i'll try to life to 40 without roping myself. That's my life goalI am 20 now. I think 30. I am realistic
this is why i don’t understand why normies say suicidal is cowardlyI'm 30 now and roping doesn't become easier to process with age. Unfortunately.
The idea is appealing until the moment my brain realizes that it might actually die. Survival instinct is still strong and I know I'll flip out the moment I slit my wrists.
if ur 20 an extra 10 years won’t change anythingI am 20 now. I think 30. I am realistic
I was at deaths door once. I was being suffocated. It got to the point where everything went black and time went slow until... everything was black. Then I was in the sky and then space. Near Jupiter and Saturn the planets were so goddamn huge and beautiful. I felt warm too.... All I wanted to do was sleep in the void. But then I awoke in a crouching sitting down position. Before that I was choking to death. Then everything went black and dark. I thought I was gunna die for real and I couldn't do anything. It is truly terrifying. I can only imagine the same experiences happen to those who were unfortunate enough to rope or die young. But it is peacefulI'm 30 now and roping doesn't become easier to process with age. Unfortunately.
The idea is appealing until the moment my brain realizes that it might actually die. Survival instinct is still strong and I know I'll flip out the moment I slit my wrists.
Christ. I can only imagine how agonizing choking must feel.I was at deaths door once. I was being suffocated. It got to the point where everything went black and time went slow until... everything was black. Then I was in the sky and then space. Near Jupiter and Saturn the planets were so goddamn huge and beautiful. I felt warm too.... All I wanted to do was sleep in the void. But then I awoke in a crouching sitting down position. Before that I was choking to death. Then everything went black and dark. I thought I was gunna die for real and I couldn't do anything. It is truly terrifying. I can only imagine the same experiences happen to those who were unfortunate enough to rope or die young. But it is peaceful
Tbf I had a feeling I mightve reincarnated into something. I still had a feeling that I wasn't done in what I was supposed to do. Even when I was in that state. I woke up because I wanted to become rich and fuck the world sideways with it's failing status quo system. Fuck all the men and women who were able to reproduce and mog them to death in their shitty mixed bred households. Either way I was gunna come back either as a virus, an animal or a fungus that will fuck the world up. But I'll be back.Christ. I can only imagine how agonizing choking must feel.
Do you wish you had gone that day?
Same tbh and I’m 22 rnim roping if i dont ascend by 25
what are you going to do differently during these next 3 years? if you are going to do nothing differently it’s over for you now. 3 more years won’t make a differenceSame tbh and I’m 22 rn
Good take.what are you going to do differently during these next 3 years? if you are going to do nothing differently it’s over for you now. 3 more years won’t make a difference
I mean, you don't literally kill yourself because of that.not having a gf is not a good reason to kill yourself
im roping if i dont ascend by 25





