crew2
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This is one thing I've always thought of.
I've always contemplated suicide for years and years. I've even been to the edge of a building and stood there for hours considering it but could never bring myself to actually do it because of either fear or a glimmer of hope. However I'd like to leave a note of some kind for my parents and family as I wouldn't want to leave people with any doubt as to why this happened. I also wouldn't want people to come up with bullshit like, he was schizophrenic or he was having a hard time in work or didn't have many friends etc. People are fucking responsible for this and I'd like my death to be attributed to that.
The problem is I have no idea what I could write in this note to fully describe the pain. Mainly because the people who read it won't have experienced the pain I have been through or be able to relate to it. Plus it is the same situation repeating over and over again - girls like other men over me, girls like my friends over me etc etc.
I've always contemplated suicide for years and years. I've even been to the edge of a building and stood there for hours considering it but could never bring myself to actually do it because of either fear or a glimmer of hope. However I'd like to leave a note of some kind for my parents and family as I wouldn't want to leave people with any doubt as to why this happened. I also wouldn't want people to come up with bullshit like, he was schizophrenic or he was having a hard time in work or didn't have many friends etc. People are fucking responsible for this and I'd like my death to be attributed to that.
The problem is I have no idea what I could write in this note to fully describe the pain. Mainly because the people who read it won't have experienced the pain I have been through or be able to relate to it. Plus it is the same situation repeating over and over again - girls like other men over me, girls like my friends over me etc etc.