I spent my life trying to please others, always pretending to be who I was not because I thought it was important to have friends, but that was no use, I never got help and I was always kicked out of the groups, hahahahahahha not to mention unrequited loves, there was a time that the only motivation to go to school was to see a girl and I never wanted to talk to her, maybe I would have wanted to try the joker pill and say everything I couldn't say, at least I would have good memories, like the time that I punched a boy who knocked me down, I could have hit him more, but then I would lose his friendship, honestly I accept my situation well, I think it would be worse if he was trying to be someone normal and life continued to hit me in the face
