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i will start my self improvement journey
if i dont get sent to the psychward until the 10th of January I will...
Why the 10th of January?
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just an arbitrary timeline i gave myself
Can you tell more about it?
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what do you want to know?
I saw one of your posts where you stated you want to go to a psych ward. Why do you want that?
And why do you wait until 10th of January to start your self improvement journey. And what makes you think you might get sent to a psych ward, and by who?
Start now.
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I'm in contact with the mental health team and I believe I have given them enough rationale for me to be sent back I want to go because I had my peak social interaction with females in there and I have a crush on one of the female patients there if I'm going to ascend anywhere the psych ward seems like the best place.
I'm waiting because if they don't send me to a psych ward then I will quit trying and focus on myself rightnow is cool off period
Any suggestions?
Can you give some examples for those rationales you’ve given to them?
If you want to go there yourself in first place, why do you wait for them to send you there? Can’t you just admit yourself willingly?
Trying to make them send you there?
May I ask what are your plans to self improve?
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my rationales are that i feel im a threat to myself and others, I have severe depression and have self harmed coupled with intense schizophrenia [ this is all made up I just want to go back there and I haven't done any of these things or suffer from any illnesses, simply a point of strategy]Can you give some examples for those rationales you’ve given to them?
If you want to go there yourself in first place, why do you wait for them to send you there? Can’t you just admit yourself willingly?
Trying to make them send you there?
May I ask what are your plans to self improve?
unfortunately no it's harder than that
yeah that's how I got there before
gymmaxxing, studymaxxing, moneymaxxing and looksmaxxing
Lift weights and do push ups and pull ups, start practicing an instrument, things that will actually help you (in terms of ascension) depend on what your current work and social situation is.
Sorry for the question bombardment but I am interested. Why can’t you admit yourself? Why do you need them to send you there?
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because i have tried to get myself admitted they have told me I need to be admitted through a mental health team which I'm currently working with. in the UK its quite difficult to get admitted
I am going to visit a medical professional about that. I tried gymmaxxing before plenty of times but I always failed because of the lack of energy.(my speculation) Some users here mentioned enhancement drugs before, I will ask a professional about their opinions on them.
Honestly, good advice. It only improves your chances of finding an intimate partner just a tiny bit, but I think it is a very good way of escaping or not falling into depression.
Do you have any opinions on where to meet a potential partner? Whether it be online or offline?
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Is it because it is public? Or is it same with private institutions as well over there?
Nigga out here self harming like an abused foid. Man up brocel.
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the one i tried to get in was a private institution a public one is nearly impossible to get in as the beds are all full
Try both, get a bunch of normie social media and also look for events and things like that, try crashing parties even. Places like malls and bookstores usually have many young teen foids.
Group therapy foids, starve yourself and find a support group for anorexics, many thin, young foids there. Just go to any support group that would have foids and make up something, kinda like narrator in fight club.
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get better reading comprehension
Nigga acting like a vulnerable abused foid. Time to man up brocel
Interesting, I don’t understand why can’t you admit yourself to a private institution. Don’t you pay for it? Is something like the mental health team admit you there and collect statistics about you, and you don’t pay for the treatment? Is that why they must admit you there and you can’t go willingly?
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get better spatial awareness next time and act civilised around me I don't speak nigger language.Nigga acting like a vulnerable abused foid. Time to man up brocel
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i think its because i had already been there for 45 days and its much harder to get re admitted because they want you to be on home treatment
Stay out of the loony bin.
Bro defo crosses the road when he sees a group of niggers
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my unmatched perspicacity coupled with sheer indefatigability makes me a feared opponent in any realm of human endevaorBro defo crosses the road when he sees a group of niggers
I can’t make it in parties unfortunately
I just can’t figure out what to do. And I get post event rumination(interestingly it usually only happens to me after attending parties and similar events where there is an orderless large group of people with loud music playing and everyone is moving around tirelessly).That might be a good idea but I can’t approach them. And most of the time I don’t know how to approach. Also do you think it is appropriate to approach girls I am interested but never met before in public? I am going to start therapy because of this. There is this fear and anxiety inside me when it comes to approaching girls, I don’t know why exactly.
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Do you pay anything for it?
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no it was free
I guess that’s why they must admit you and you can’t go by yourself. Anyways If they decide to admit you, do you have the option to go there by yourself or do they (((pick you up)))?
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they pick me up, its a fun ride to be honest.
I will keep this in mind.
I also think of hiring a female dating coach. Not a male pick up artists but a girl who had many past relationships, hence very experienced, who can maybe hang out with me in public and help me approach girls.
She would also count as a witness in case I get falsely accused for something. Also I might get perceived way less creepy If I have a female friend by my side.
I would love to hear your opinions on this.
Do they put you under bondage?
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no bro i think thats only for movies or for severely mentally ill people
Sounds like a good idea. Hiring a wing-woman, a bit cucked paying for a woman to be around you but could pay off.
Good, unfortunately I experienced that before.
I thought about our vehicle crashing in a traffic accident during the entire journey, and in my thoughts after the crash the ambulance was releasing fuel and there were fire. Everyone inside the vehicle was running away trying to save their lives, while I was stuck there because of the bondage. It was fucking brutal, I literally felt the fear of burning the entire journey. And It was a pretty long journey.
I understand it might be the only way and necessary in some cases, but tbh It only made me giga paranoid and never want to have anything to do with mental health care services again. Maybe that’s why they do it, to scare people. Well it only made me want to abstain from reaching out to mental health professionals.
Anyways, it is good that you can go there freely. I hope you make it with that girl you’ve mentioned. gl hf
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thanks bro and yeah i hope i can ascend with the girl as well have a good day mateGood, unfortunately I experienced that before.
I thought of our vehicle crashing in a traffic accident during the entire journey, and in my thoughts after the crash the ambulance was releasing fuel and there were fire. Everyone inside the vehicle was running away trying to save their lives, while I was stuck there because of the bondage. It was fucking brutal, I literally felt the fear of burning the entire journey. And It was a pretty long journey.
I understand it might be the only way in some cases and is necessary. But tbh It really made me giga paranoid and never want to have anything to do with mental health care services again. Maybe that’s why they do it, to scare people. Well it only made me want to abstain from reaching out to mental health professionals.
Anyways, it is good that you can go there freely. I hope you make it with that girl you’ve mentioned. gl hf
I don’t think so. She will be helping me. It is not like I will be paying her to be the thirdwheel for a date with her bf or something. She will be spending her time and providing me a service, why would it be cucked to pay for that?
Because it's a woman, a women that's not having sex with you.
Well of course, because I won’t be paying her to have sex with me.
She would be providing me with her expertise and she would be spending her time, I don’t see anything wrong or cucked about that requiring a payment from the client.
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