Venting I'd rather kill myself when I reach my 30s

[Justanotherbloke]

23, the best days of life are over or about to be over.
Where am I in life? No friends, Hateful a and have massive mood swings, hate women to the core even though I wanted to feel more indifferent towards them and no hope in sight.
I do the same stuff every day, as if I'm in a twilight zone. I have nothing to look forward to except for the black coffee I consume every morning before working out and coping with geopolitics. During weekends I lock myself up, have no social life and to be frank, couldn't care less about it cause I know most people only want to be in your life if there's something to gain for them.

I would not be surprised if I said 'enough is enough' when I reach my 30s, I am fed up with this life and see no point in continuing this path that doesn't lead anywhere. You and I are both part of a generation of men that are unlucky, born in The exact wrong timeline right after the sexual revolution is in full swing, whore dating apps and the internet.
There's nothing I can do about it, except for coping or deleting myself and the 2nd option gets more appealing with every day that passes

 

[Paladin]

I'm at the start of my 20s and I just can't imagine existing in my 30s but at the same time I think I'm too pussy to rope but maybe that will change as life throws more punches my way

 

[zd60]

Feel quite the same to you bro, my plan is between 30-40 to kill myself after that age I no longer care to live in this world only reason i'm still here is out of spite and watching the chaos around me. pretty much just waiting until then rotting, doing fuck all until i finally call it quits in this nonsesical fucked up world

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I'm at the start of my 20s and I just can't imagine existing in my 30s but at the same time I think I'm too pussy to rope but maybe that will change as life throws more punches my way

Same here, you and I (and probably many others here) are on the same page. I literally can't imagine myself living in my 30's. Even though I tried to craft a picture in my head where that's the case, I just can't accept it.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Feel quite the same to you bro, my plan is between 30-40 to kill myself after that age I no longer care to live in this world only reason i'm still here is out of spite and watching the chaos around me. pretty much just waiting until then rotting, doing fuck all until i finally call it quits in this nonsesical fucked up world

Exactly.
Right now I'm in a mindset of 'I'll sit through my 20s, just coping, but when I reach my 30s or 40s I know one thing for sure, I'll kill myself and be done with this'.
I don't have an exact plan in mind yet, more so mentally preparing myself to do it.

 

[SickWeakCoward]

This time next month, i'll be 31. I felt just like you at your age, you'll probably feel just like me at mine. Whatever you do, don't rush things. Plan it out carefully. Whether you choose to live or die, without preparations, chances of success decrease dramatically.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

This time next month, i'll be 31. I felt just like you at your age, you'll probably feel just like me at mine. Whatever you do, don't rush things. Plan it out carefully. Whether you choose to live or die, without preparations, chances of success decrease dramatically.

There is nothing to gain, no prize at the end of the road. I roughly already know what my life will look like in my 30s and I'm not signing up for that, how are you supposed to live like that till (the average lifespan is?) 70 years old? You work for nothing, the only thing that your work output does is oiling the machine that destroys you.

 

[zd60]

Exactly.
Right now I'm in a mindset of 'I'll sit through my 20s, just coping, but when I reach my 30s or 40s I know one thing for sure, I'll kill myself and be done with this'.
I don't have an exact plan in mind yet, more so mentally preparing myself to do it.

Yeah basically how I'm going about it, I don't have a concrete plan but I don't fear it so should be pretty easy to get it done when it comes times until then I just flow with the wind in the misery

 

[scrully]

Have the same thoughts. I have always feared getting older worse then dying.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Same brocel I have no intention on making it to my 30s.

I'm gonna cope by getting in the best shape possible until then. Really work hard on my copes.

I just started exercising again, and some of the dopamine is starting to come back.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I just started exercising again, and some of the dopamine is starting to come back.

I live a monotonous life, there's barely any dopamine hits for me.
I wanted to type a thread about this but didn't gave the will to do so.
Copes don't feel the same anymore, everything went downhill right after 2020, as if my soul and body got stuck in the 2019 era, and the rest of the world moved forward.
I feel so out of touch with my generation, their behavior, their way of talking and how they present themselves.
I have nothing in common with most people.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I live a monotonous life, there's barely any dopamine hits for me.
I wanted to type a thread about this but didn't gave the will to do so.
Copes don't feel the same anymore, everything went downhill right after 2020, as if my soul and body got stuck in the 2019 era, and the rest of the world moved forward.
I feel so out of touch with my generation, their behavior, their way of talking and how they present themselves.
I have nothing in common with most people.

Same mang

The broccoli haircuts and the norm fag crap they consume is mind numbing.

 

[Zaraj11]

They say with time your sex drive will be lower so being an incel won't be an issue anymore. There are more books than you can read in your life, for me it's enough.

 

[Super Nigger Boy]

30 is such a brutal age

 

[starcrapoo]

nigga i'm already well into my 30s lol

i dont have much to live for just little copes here and there

 

[Dollfucker]

I decided im just gonna eat a bunch of goyslop until my body dies everyday I eat pizza rolls, taco bell, mac n pussy I mean cheese and burgers its delicious and I dont have to manually rope by body will do it by itself in like 10 years

 

[bcroger]

No offense, but that is insulting to 30 year old incels. I am 30 myself.

 

[Vector2800]

It’s not that bad

 

[Jacket]

No offense, but that is insulting to 30 year old incels. I am 30 myself.

I don't find it insulting just ignorant. Most of the people who underestimate roping are youngcels who never attempted.

They will see when they pussy out.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

No offense, but that is insulting to 30 year old incels. I am 30 myself.

How am I able to know the age of others? I've been here not even 1 year I'm newcel

 

[Sewer Crab]

felt the same way. told myself at about 25 i would kill myself if things don't get better in 10 years.
well it has been 10 years and things aren't any better.

on the plus side, i am getting to the point where i could actually do it.
it is no longer out of anger, but plain exhaustion. almost time to go.

 

[Emba]

Rope breaks

 

[superidol]

I'm scared of death

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

I'm scared of death

Same, which is why I'm trapped in this existence until the natural end.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Same, which is why I'm trapped in this existence until the natural end.

Or until you take your own life, which is the option that gets more appealing with every day that passes in this F'd up World

 

[Leon98]

I don't find it insulting just ignorant. Most of the people who underestimate roping are youngcels who never attempted.

They will see when they pussy out.

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

Or until you take your own life, which is the option that gets more appealing with every day that passes in this F'd up World

My depression would have to take a serious dive really. I'm quite scared of a painful death, and I'm rather fond of my copes.

I'd like to think I wouldn't rope, but I guess it can't be ruled out completely.