Venting Id go to war just to get blown up by a drone (hypothetically speaking)

[VladMagnum]

Honestly idk which fact is more horrifying and depressing, the fact i will probably live 60+ more years unloved, unrespected and bashed by society and end up a senile bastard who dies and rots in his home to be found by cops called by the neighbour from the smell of my rotten body, not because they havent seen me in a while or the fact im too much of a pussy to try and kill myself at any point. I will genuinely just have to suffer and rot thrue life while other experience the true beauty of this world simply because of something at random. Sometimes i contemplate if the Indians were right with their whole karma and rebirth cycle and Im the incarnation of some hyper violent torture/murder/rapist eho was never caught and judged for his crimes against the innocent. I cannot find any other reason to explain what I did to "deserve" such a "life".
Currently drunk.

 

[Animecel2D]

Pick your poison. A long, slow, rotting death or a quick agonizing death.

 

[VanGobbel]

just join the military theory

 

[pisser]

Pick your poison. A long, slow, rotting death or a quick agonizing death.

 

[pisser]

Im not lasting more than a few more years, just waiting till i can get my pistol permit. None of this bullshit is worth it, other than maybe substances

 

[RandomGuy]

Pick your poison.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

Imagine you lose your limbs and you will have to live the rest of your life as a cripple

 

[CursedMutantSoul]

Honestly idk which fact is more horrifying and depressing, the fact i will probably live 60+ more years unloved, unrespected and bashed by society and end up a senile bastard who dies and rots in his home to be found by cops called by the neighbour from the smell of my rotten body, not because they havent seen me in a while or the fact im too much of a pussy to try and kill myself at any point. I will genuinely just have to suffer and rot thrue life while other experience the true beauty of this world simply because of something at random. Sometimes i contemplate if the Indians were right with their whole karma and rebirth cycle and Im the incarnation of some hyper violent torture/murder/rapist eho was never caught and judged for his crimes against the innocent. I cannot find any other reason to explain what I did to "deserve" such a "life".
Currently drunk.

I’m trying to join the Ukrainian foreign legion