I wish when my time had no value

[Extern]

As a teenager I could just sit and play video games listening to music or podcasts for 12hrs straight and feel no guilt from it.

Now everything I do, every 5 min I am asking myself if it is moving me forward toward a better life, and if the answer is no, I can't really enjoy it.

I'm so tired too maine. No matter how much sleep I get it is a struggle just to keep my eyes open, much less get done the stuff I need to get done every day. In the rare moments where I feel fully awake and lucid, it feels like even more of a waste not using them productively.

At just 22 I have accomplished what most don't until their 40s - constant fatigue and joint pain. I look older too, even at 19 people guessed my age to be mid-late 20s. I've since then been using prescription skincare to youthmaxx, but it can only do so much; my facial fat has melted, and my orbital sockets have widened. The luster of youth is gone from my face, permanently.

Ageing fast is an incel trait for sure, and one of the more brutal.

I just want to turn back time maine.

 

[gymletethnicel]

I get you. When you are an adult, your time is directly linked to money to some capacitiy and your future. So you have to make the conscious decision to say fuck money, I will do whatever I want and that is very hard. Working working and getting older, only to eventually die as an incel.

 

[anotherwastedlife]

my time never had value but i wish i was way younger so it would not be so weird for me to be ldar'ing

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

There is no moving forward to a better life for a sub5 trucel

 

[Extern]

brag thread kys failed normie
no one cares about your failed normie life back to .org faggot

>bragging that neetdom is an option for you

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

>bragging that neetdom is an option for you

My bad, sorry
I thought you were a failed normie and it's hard for me to hide my rage for normies at this point

 

[Aventador]

I feel you.
However the sooner you accept it and move on, will only do good for you. There is no point of getting lost in the past and being nostalgic.

It's nice to look at, but don't let it consume you. Also we tend to forget all the negative stuff when being nostalgic too.

 

[Extern]

I feel you.
However the sooner you accept it and move on, will only do good for you. There is no point of getting lost in the past and being nostalgic.

It's nice to look at, but don't let it consume you. Also we tend to forget all the negative stuff when being nostalgic too.

Definitely happier now than I was back then.

Indeed, we just gotta keep moving forward, brocel

 

[Sam Cooke]

I'm 24 and people still guess that i'm a teenager.

 

[Extern]

I'm 24 and people still guess that i'm a teenager.

Brutal.

 

[Aventador]

Definitely happier now than I was back then.

Indeed, we just gotta keep moving forward, brocel

That's good to hear brocel, same for me.

Nobody see how hard we work to keep moving forward, or even to stay afloat. But I know our work and dedication is going to be worth it.

 

[lugubriouseanastar]

my time never had value but i wish i was way younger so it would not be so weird for me to be ldar'ing

 

[Extern]

Brutal fuckedupthetitlepill

 

[Paladin]

I'm stuck between deciding whether I want to LDAR the rest of my life away or actually try lifemax and see if I can make things somewhat better for myself. I switch between these two feelings all the time and because of it I'm extremely inconsistent. Just like you I can't fully enjoy LDARing a lot of the time because I have that looming feeling at the back of my head that I should be doing something else.

 

[Extern]

I'm stuck between deciding whether I want to LDAR the rest of my life away or actually try lifemax and see if I can make things somewhat better for myself. I switch between these two feelings all the time and because of it I'm extremely inconsistent. Just like you I can't fully enjoy LDARing a lot of the time because I have that looming feeling at the back of my head that I should be doing something else.

LDARmaxxing doesn't make sense until middle age imo. Need to make something greater than myself, even if the end goal is just a popular forum or community or a comfy remotejob

 

[Paladin]

LDARmaxxing doesn't make sense until middle age imo. Need to make something greater than myself

I wouldn't really consider it productive but I do get the idea to try get good at some game. The only games I've been playing a bit recently that are competitive like that are chess and cs2 and I genuinely would see it as a major accomplishment for me if I could say that I was good at either of them. Other than that I'm in uni still but I've been pretty inconsistent with work so far this year, my social skills and anxiety have been the worst barrier for me this year as I have group work but I won't go further into that.

even if the end goal is just a popular forum or community

Interesting

 

[Extern]

I wouldn't really consider it productive but I do get the idea to try get good at some game. The only games I've been playing a bit recently that are competitive like that are chess and cs2 and I genuinely would see it as a major accomplishment for me if I could say that I was good at either of them. Other than that I'm in uni still but I've been pretty inconsistent with work so far this year, my social skills and anxiety have been the worst barrier for me this year as I have group work but I won't go further into that.

Unless you can get to professional level, grinding games is rarely worth it, for more niche gamemodes it always ends up just being a contest of who invests the most time into something

Interesting

I was admin on something similar for a while, was p comfy