SuicideFuel I wish to become numb to myself and the world.

[Zer0/∞]

I can not bear these feelings of overwhelming shame, isolation, and suffocation around my neck by all my worries any longer; I fear death too much but the act of hearing my weak and pathetic mind ramble for hours without end is too revolting for me to stand.

I wish I lost this consciousness and became an automaton, void of any human emotion or individual will to finally become a blank face among the crowd, completely indifferent to his surroundings and existence: that is what I desire most above all else in this world.

 

[HighTGymcel]

I am but it makes everything just boring

 

[AlooPotol]

Oh well. Don't we all?

I have been an incel for over 7 yrs. I don't even have any real life friends.
But the thing is, no one cares about male isolation. Society spits on our faces and laughs at us.

WE. DONT. MATTER.

So all we can do is become numb