Blackpill I wish I wasn't so fucked up mentally

[Icarus]

hard to explain but i just felt s lot more grounded. normally i laugh at everything and cant help myself but on shrooms i didnt act like a sperg and was a lot more emotionally aware. it made the intense stuff very intense but the normally challenging stuff like socializing easier. i didn’t experience any visual distortions outside weird lighting. and i have no idea what people say about drugs i take whatever i feel like

Everything already feels too intense, that's why I drink because it helps me depersonalize. That's why I try and avoid weed as well because it makes me sperg out and go schizo kek

 

[Deep.Nest]

I've probably done irreparable damage to my brain from all the drugs I've done. My vision seems a lot shakier than it used to be

 

[Icarus]

I've probably done irreparable damage to my brain from all the drugs I've done. My vision seems a lot shakier than it used to be

Do you depersonalize as well?