Same, I miss being young. I didn't know my genetics were completely screwed back then.
I spent my entire teens and twenties waiting for something to happen and it never did. When I look back I have zero memories. Still it's better thinking you still have options vs when you realize you don't.
You're always told eventually things will change and your body will change but it never does. It's just a lie to trick you into being a functioning part of society.
"just put yourself out there" "special someone will show up" "it takes time for things to start" all delusions like you said.
Exactly, it's brutal. Especially when you realize if given the truth you could have tried to actually improve in some ways, take testosterone, work on money, etc... But now it's too late because they just had to lie to you.
Yeah, it mid teen years, taking T and hgh, fuck even being more active, eating well and sleeping well can improve an teen kid. Focussing on education or improving skills which can lend you solid job. Just be who you are is the biggest bullshit, genetic deadends should use everything possible to transcend their cursed biology.
They truly don't care about us. They just give us that advice so we get out of their way.
