NEETcel2023
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- Nov 18, 2023
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If I could have an experience like in isekai anime or would go to a paradise and join the deities, I would rope in the most painless way possible. Probably a nembutal overdose because off and on I've researched the best way to end my life if I ever decided I had enough. I don't want to live in this world anymore and being a NEETcel wizardcel with a LDAR life, there's really no point to life. NEETcel LDAR is better than being a workcel slave. When I was younger, I imagined a better and difference life for myself but it never happened. I don't have much hope anymore and almost no motivation to do anything anymore except LDAR.
I guess one of the ultimate secrets is what happens after death. If people could get an isekai reincarnation, then I imagine world? The rich and the Chads and Stacys and people getting everything would enjoy this world but someone like me lives a life of loneliness and suffering in this cruel world.
I wouldn't rope, at least not anytime soon but I don't really consider myself alive when I never really lived like almost everyone else. I'm now a wizardcel but my life experience is almost nothing. Teenagers have more real experience than I do at relationships, friendships, success, and life is ahead of them. I'm an outcast wizardcel with almost no hope for the future because of this cruel and corupt world.
I guess one of the ultimate secrets is what happens after death. If people could get an isekai reincarnation, then I imagine world? The rich and the Chads and Stacys and people getting everything would enjoy this world but someone like me lives a life of loneliness and suffering in this cruel world.
I wouldn't rope, at least not anytime soon but I don't really consider myself alive when I never really lived like almost everyone else. I'm now a wizardcel but my life experience is almost nothing. Teenagers have more real experience than I do at relationships, friendships, success, and life is ahead of them. I'm an outcast wizardcel with almost no hope for the future because of this cruel and corupt world.